Bubblelixie <3 .

Feeling weird.

2010-02-20T11:01:00.002+08:00

K I don't know what I'm feeling right now.

I like Marcel, but why are there tingly feelings for Jay :O I don't wanna like Jay. I really like him as a friend, I don't want things to be awkward. I don't get a guy best friend everyday. I think I'm really shy... Everytime I get close with a guy then I'll get tongue-tied. I'm 17 geez why am I like this? But yeah eventhough I like Marcel, I know that it's impossible that he likes me. It's just so different. :/

K this sucks lmao.

And then with Yiying, this feeling just sucks. It makes me feel like we're not close anymore, like we don't tell stuffs to each other anymore. I still tell her about my stuffs but sometimes I have this feeling that she doesn't wanna listen. Then there's really no point in ranting out my feelings to Helena because she won't understand. Everything is just starting to bubble inside me..

Dreams never do come true

2010-01-27T12:06:00.002+08:00

Had a bad dream yesterday. Well, it's not like a nightmare but it's something that made me sad. I hope it will never come true eventhough it happened to loads of my friends in school.

Yea, I know I should move on. But it's not that easy to forget you know? For the past 4 years or so they filled up my life with colours. Still, I know it will not last forever. One day we won't be as close anymore and will be so busy with each of our lives.

I'd like to believe that I have to call them and talk to them. But even our daily topics are different already. We no longer share the common things. Sigh.......

No matter what, dreams always never come true. So I'm hoping this won't either.

2008-06-08T11:15:00.004+08:00

Last Thursday my dad brought my brother and I to One Utama to watch some Korean ghost movie. I don't even know the title. I think it's Someone Beside Me or something. IT'S SO SCARY K I WATCHED HALF OF IT ONLY. I was closing my eyes lol. The cinema was so empty. There was only a total of 7 of us rofl.

On Friday went out with Khei Qi, Hong Ling and Cat! Lynn never come cause she wanted to go with her other friends. I went to Hong Ling's house in the morning cause I didn't have transport. HER POODLE DOGGIE IS SO SO CUTEE! zOmg. Then at 11, her mom sent us to Ou. :D Ou was sooooo empty. We keep walking and walking like retarded people. End up decided to go Sushi King cause there's free green tea. I saw Wen Min, then saw Melissa working at The Pussycat. Then saw Shun Yong & his friends at the bowling alley.

When Cat came we went to Sushi Groove to eat. It's so expensive but we ate anyway. We saw teachers from Puay Chai and Cat kept hiding from them. I don't think they recognize us anyway, it's been 3 years! Qi finally came and we went to Neway Karaoke ;D

I cut my hair today. Well only my fringe. It's so ugly. Rah I'm gonna get laughed tomorrow in school.

2008-06-04T00:28:00.002+08:00

Looks at clock. It's 12.30am.

Shit, I told myself to go to sleep at 11.30 since school is starting soon and I have to balance my sleeping time right. On Monday, I went to bed at 1.30am rofl. So I scolded myself and made sure i went to bed at 11.30 on Tuesday. I did! But guess what, I was rolling on the bed for 1 and a half hour before actually going to sleep. Zzz -.- Today it's 12.30 already. Oh well.

My Audition is working in the computer again. Daddy installed some new security hardware then suddenly all the games are working. Even my bro's Cabal. I was happy that I finally get to play 8k. Then when I was playing -.- I realized I'm not used to using keyboard. Flat keys are nicer to use :\ Damn it.

Have been watching Romantic Princess these few days out of boredom. Actually it's not bad. But then, all the guys are ugly one -.- Wu Zhun, as Nick says, is the only one lookable lol. Still, I don't like him >:D Sorry to those that loves him.

I'm stuck with KGT. I don't know what to do with it. Lik Sheng sent me his, as reference okay! I never copy & paste his. Nick is gonna send me his too >:D & maybe CLynn also gonna send me hers. WOOO. CHS is so good lor. CLynn say her teacher sent her the pages one by one via email. They just have to print it out. Wish I had a teacher like that. Bah I'm so lazy.

I feel like playing Maplestory lor. But the stupid filefront won't let me download it. I finally access through the web and got the download. It even downloaded to 25%, then it rained heavily. Stupid, I had to cancel it and off the computer. I wanted to use Flashget lor, but they don't let ): Now I'm trying to download again but it's so slow. >.> Eeesh.

I have a sudden craving to eat Sushi. >:D

2008-06-01T23:14:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, my family and I went out for dinner. Guess who we saw there? Miss Beh! AHAHAHA :D The food was okay lah. But for some reasons my mother was very weird and I didn't like it zz -.-

Today is Botak's birthday :D. Went to Uncle's house to celebrate. We had our dinner at 6pm LOL so early! See la, now I'm so hungry D; After dinner we went to the park & played around. At first we were just playing the exercise thing. Later we took the ball & play basketball. Later, my cousin brother came too.

Basketball!

My cousin brother doing pumping.

Then we played this thing. It was so fun cause I never play for a long time already.

He is soo shy & cute ♥

You see, he is so shy hiding behind the maid xD

Happy Birthdayyy! :D

2008-05-30T14:43:00.003+08:00

SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN. I need to get my butt out of the house. But er, I don't think my mom will let. Apparently, there's a rape case that happened not long ago. And the place was just right behind my house ._. So yea, my mom is very extremely worried of me going out.

I wanna have this wallet ): It's so cutexz.

I think I'm gonna have a nap now.

2008-05-28T22:44:00.002+08:00

Originally planned to go out with Nicko today. But unfortunately cancelled :\ cause of my stupid pain in my foot. It's damn pain lor, even when I walk also damn pain. How are you gonna expect me to walk with him around Sunway for 3456 hours? :O And then he's gonna leave tomorrow to Singapore. Then when he comes back he's going to Genting. So I guess no more chance to go out with him already x.x I WISH MY HOLIDAY IS LIKE HIS. Then I don't have to be bored at home.

Today, I spent my whole day eating, sleeping & playing Audition. My foot hurts so bad I didn't walk much around so yea I just sit in front of the computer whole day. -.- I couldn't even sleep in the morning that's why I woke at 9.45 :\ Eesh.

I don't give a damn anymore about you. You want to lie, go ahead. I don't
even want to talk to you anymore. You just keep lying & lying. Why? Why
can't you just tell me the truth. It's not like it's a big deal. It's soo obvious that you are lying. -'- Somemore you still scold me. Wdf, my fault? GO LOOK AT THE MIRROR LAH, YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS RIGHT, NEVER WRONG. AND I'M THE ONE ALWAYS APOLOGIZING. Then you'll give some kind of excuse. WDF, I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS ALREADY.

Heh, feel so much better ;]

2008-05-27T22:48:00.005+08:00

Went out with bro & dad today. Had lunch at the Curve first, then went to One Utama to catch a movie. I saw many many ex Puay Chai-ans there :O Even saw this guy from Jaya Diri tuition. I look like an idiot carrying a big plastic bag containing a ball LOL cause I just bought a new volleyball. The movie Indiana Jones was so-so, kinda boring actually to my opinion.

Oh, I saw a long long long long very long ago friend. Well, sorta friend. We were in the same tour when we went to China 7 years ago. He is so old already O_O & his mom was there too. His mom saw my dad and said hi lol. I could barely remember them. Had a chat awhile then went off. I still remember he's the one who taught me how to play Cheat & Cho Tai Di lol! We always play in the bus one and I always lose -.-

I'm suppose to go out tomorrow with Nick & Irene. And don't know if he's calling anyone more. I should be happy right o.o Since I thought I didn't wanna be stuck at home. But rah I'm so lazy man. What's wrong with me.

Allen Walker! ♥

Tyki Mikk ♥

Anime characters are so hot >:D I can fall in love with them. D. Gray-man is so so nice I wonder why Jade got bored of it. I need new animes to be addicted with. Or maybe someone introduce me to a nice game? x.x

Oh right, I've got KGT & Sejarah project. I haven't started yet. And uh we have to pass it up by the end of the holidays? Jia Jen say we have to do another PEKA. I don't wanna do it again O_O It's so hell stress. -.-

Boredom.

2008-05-26T18:29:00.002+08:00

Holidays.

Hmm, I'm dying of boredom already. I'm actually looking forward to play non stop. And get some good rest. BUT THIS IS BAD Z_Z I HAVE NOTHING TO DO. My planning is like, eat sleep eat sleep eat sleep. I've watch finished D. Gray-man, waiting for new episodes to come out. But I can't wait lah, it's too good >__> I should go read the manga.

I still have tuitions-_- damn boring. I can sleep in tuition. Last Monday I had chinese tuition in the morning. I thought it was 10.30, so I reached there at 10.30. Then teacher opened the door and looked at me as if I've done something wrong, and asked why am I so late. LOL, I didn't know what happened eh. I went in then Li Yaa told me class starts at 10 LOLOL.

My life is so boring.

2008-05-22T16:24:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Jade.

A) People who tio tagged must answer the question and replace any 1 question to make a total of 20 questions.
B) Tag 8 people to do it, those tio tag must do.And they must state who they tio tag by.And they cannot tag people who tio tag le.

1)If your lover betray you, what will your reaction be?
Slap him maybe.

2)If you can have a dream come true, what will it be?
My dreams all weird weird one :\ Come true for what.

3)Would you rather be fat and pretty or good shen cai and fcuking ugly?
Cin cai lah :P

4)Are you confused on what lies ahead of you?
Dunno.

5)What is your ideal lover like?
Hmm, must be caring & understanding :D

6)Which is more blessed? To love or to be loved?
To be loved!

7)How long do you intend to wait for the person you love?
I dunno, I believe in fate so maybe wait forever o.o"

8)If the person you secretly like is already attached, what will you do?
Still secretly like him, it's not wrong right?

9)Is there anything that made you unhappy these few days?
Nothing in particular. I'm hyper :D

10)If you had a choice, what type of family would you wanna be born in?
Nothing but this family

11)Is being tagged fun?
No -.- I damn lazy to do it but since Jade asked me so I did it :D.

12)How do you see yourself in 10 years' time?
VERY HIGH CLASS LOL. Dunno eh, you will never know o.o

13)Who is currently the most important person to you?
[Inserts name], Friends, Family.

14)What kind of person do you think the person tagged you is?
Hyper, cute, adorable, everything xD

15)Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
Anything, as long as happy can liao.

16)What is the first thing you do in the morning?
Forcing myself to wake up D: My sleep isn't enough :O

17)Would you give your all in a relationship?
It depends. :B

18)What is the most important thing to you?
I guess everything is precious to me.

19)What type or friend do you want?
My current friends :D

20)Which countries you die die want go?
I die die want to go Japan!

I tag everyone who wanna do it :]

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Anyway! Today was a fun day. Hm, I don't remember anything fun though. During Arts paper1 exam, Shameer finished his in 3minutes LOLOL. He didn't even read the question paper and tembak everything. Shade & shade all 30 questions LOL. Then Mdm Ewe (I think, I forgot. I've got stm :D) saw and scolded him.

Mdm Santha wants to change Jia Jen / my place D= She say we talk too much. Theres this once when she was talking (it's nothing important what) so Jia Jen & I started playing tic tac toe. Then she keep laughing and laughing cause I keep winning her. Mdm saw -.- and said "Ada makhluk-makhluk lain yang tengah buat kerja sendiri. CHEONG JIA JEN AND NG LEE LING!" ._.

I walked to the bookshop just now to buy some stuffs. Then I saw my primary headmistress O_O. I was like, who's this woman why her face so familiar one. She smiled at me O_O so I smiled back LOLOL. I wonder if she remembers me because uh, she never teach me before? Hehs.

& heck, they licensed D.Gray-man in Crunchyroll @#$&* Now I'm stuck with slow slow veoh.

2008-05-20T17:50:00.003+08:00

I tell you, I'm going to die.

My neighbour, is playing Bleeding Love over and over again for like 100 times already. And god, it's so loud man. Where are your bloody ethics/ moral whatever.

Woo. It stopped. Right when I type finished that sentence. He better don't do that again man.

OH MY GODDDDDDD. It's starting again -_______-

Somebody save me D: I wanna sue him.

2008-05-19T16:32:00.002+08:00

I'm addicted to this anime D.Gray-man :D. It's awesome. It made me can't concentrate on studying much D:< It's really a bad time to watch anime but I was bored yesterday and decided to watch it. Hehs.

I won't be blogging much until the end of exams. I'm getting really lazy to update.

Goodluck all :D

PS: I'm going to Gary's concert! ♥ Will update next time

2008-05-14T18:36:00.003+08:00

I failed my Higher English.

I failed it.

I failed.

I wonder how am I gonna tell it to my mother. I really got a shock. I mean, I did saw this coming, but never really really expected it. When I first got my paper, I was looking at the back of it - my composition. I was so happy cause I got 21/30 and in my heart I was telling myself, I wouldn't fail. Then I turn it over, and saw the marks.

I guess I should forget about it. Focus on the other oncoming examinations. Yes, I should. Ugh.

Today, I did something stupid :D Not that I'm proud of -.- . I was scratching the mosquito bite on my face, then I was telling how itchy it was to Jen. So she asked me to slap it. And at that time, I was drinking water. Obediently, I slapped my face-_- so the water came out LOLOL.

Oooh, I just got my reload bonus. FREEEEEEE RM37 :D.

What do you think of this guy O.O" Racheal and Kai Ting say he very shuaiiiiiii. I think Ying also. Oh really? Why my taste all differenct one.

Still 郑嘉颖 most shuai! :D

2008-05-13T16:45:00.003+08:00

My mistake, I checked my answers with Ying's paper, and I got 10 questions wrong T.T Er er er er er. Can I still get A?

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DADDY!

2008-05-12T18:43:00.002+08:00

I've given the liberty to use the computer. My mother no longer scold or nag about it. I wonder if it is a good thing. That day, my brother, mother and I went over to Elena's house for a little chat :] I was talking to Elena about my school life. WMS is such a nice (sometimes bad) school, we have loads of activities. Whereas, from what she says, DJ is so-so. I thought DJ is a fun school, because when I was choosing my secondary school 3years ago, I wanted to choose DJ. But my mother forced me to go WMS. Which I think, I never regretted.

Other than that, she told me her mother banned her from using the computer. But she is allowed to watch televisyen (or I think so, the other day I went to her house I saw her watching tv :D HEEHEE.) then, what's the difference between watching televisyen and going online? It's the same, isn't it? Both are wasting precious time.

Today we had History examination. For the whole 2 hours in the morning, we've been studying and studying history. Got me kinda fed up. But I told myself I must push myself, if not I'll regret. So I studied till teacher asked us to put our book away. I guess I'm satiesfied with it. So far, I've 6 mistakes, I think.

My god O_O My neighbour's radio/computer is so loud. I can hear him/her listening to Apologize - One Republic. Anyway, I'm used to it. It happens all the time and it's always the same neighbour. Sometimes I can hear him/her chatting via microphone in the MSN. His/her volume is on so loudly I can hear what the other party is saying -_-". My brother say it's an old man, lolol.

Damn shit. Okay, that was totally so out of the point.

Heard of the news of Joseph Fritzl? God, I hate him. How can he be such a monster to father 7 kids from his daughter -_- Where got such kind of human. He's not a human! :O I know the news is very long already, but Nick suddenly showed me a video of it from youtube then suddenly I hate him a lot :D. HEEHEE.

2008-05-11T12:25:00.002+08:00

AHHH, The Click 5's concert is coming :O I wanna go! The ticket prices are so cheap @#$&*! I know a lot people are going. I see everyone's msn name also The Click 5. HEEHEE. Anyone can belanja me? Very very cheap! :D

Mother's Day is today. I wanted to send a MMS to my mom, it reads ' I LOVE YOU MOM '. The only problem is, her phone doesn't have MMS. & uh, I'm painfully shy to say ily to her ._. I'm such a lousy daughter. We're celebrating it tonight at my grandma's house. Everyone is going there.

I'm watching Babe in the City right now. It's so cutexz :D.

2008-05-10T19:14:00.002+08:00

I love love love love green. Yes I do (:

It was a hell of a morning today. I suffered & suffered of cramps. & when I smsed him, guess what he was doing? Basketball. So oh well, why disturb him. I just told him to continue play his basketball and never told him about it. Honestly, I was very disappointed ._.

Yesterday's High English sucked. I didn't know what the unseem poem meant at all. I crap all my answers. For once, my mind actually got blocked. I was stoned for 5-10 minutes, unable to think of what to write for my composition. I realised time was ticking but I still cannot choose what topic I want. I chosed one, but half way through got stucked, then I changed topic. Ahh, hell.

My mind is always blocked lately. I wonder if I crammed too much useless stuffs in it? That day when I was writing my karangan, I had no idea what to write about. Normally, I would take around 45 minutes to finish it, but this time, I took 1hour 30minutes.

Tick tock tick tock. I have no mood to study at all. This is the first time that I have not started studying. Usually, I started studying since like 1 month before examinations. Now, it's on Monday. I'm still stoning here. I'm still Audition-ing. I'm still blogging.

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In Science class. Mdm Bala got very mad of us all, because suddenly everyone could not answer her questions.

Mdm Bala: My heart is bleeding of you people

Then very automatically,

Racheal & I : keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding loveeeee.

LOL :D.

2008-05-08T18:45:00.004+08:00

I thought today would be a bad & long day, considering me never finish some of my homeworks. But overall it was fun, and it time flew by quickly. Today we had 3 short tests - Math, Science, BM. It was very short actually. I did pretty bad on Science x.x

During Geography, Mdm Shabnam went for her meeting. So Mr Ganesh came to our class. When he first said he wanted to teach Geography, I was complaining -.-" Then later I realised that it's very very fun! :D The whole class laughed a lot.

Tomorrow examinations begins.

Oh my god O.O

I haven't really studied. I mean, I've read through, but not really memorise. I still have time, if I stop going online so often. Actually, I DO have time even if I go online. The main subjects are only next next week. So I have a week to study. Yes, I can do it :D.

Last Saturday, BM tuition was funnehhhh. Jia Jen came first, but still there were not much seats left. By the time I came, the seats beside us were taken o.o" Actually, the seat beside me wasn't. But then a guy came and I was asking Jia Jen should I put my file there. She said yes, but that guy sat already LOL. So there was no place for Sam & Kathleen. OOPS :D

Then, Sam came ._." We dare not look at her cause no more seats LOL. Then she stared at us T.T She keep asking where is she gonna sit. Serene say pull a chair & sit beside Jia Jen, but there was no chair. In front of us has one chair but Sam dare not pull it o.o So, since I was blame for not saving a seat for her, I pulled the chair back for her-_- In the end, she didn't wanna sit cause she complained the chair has problems o.0.

After that, Kathleen came LOLOL. Jia Jen couldn't stop laughing LOL. So Sam went to accompany Kathleen and sat somewhere else. Both of them were wearing orange! O.O Jia Jen called them The Orange Buddies -_-"

HEEHEE.

2008-05-07T16:36:00.002+08:00

I'm suppose to study. But, I left my 99 history questions in school -_- I'm dead, tomorrow have to pass up. How can I be so careless?!?! Ahhh. Who can help me. Teacher's gonna kill me tomorrow o.o"

Jia Jen is so funny :D Wee Kii toooo. During KH period we were damn bored so we started talking. Mr Saleh doesn't care as usual.

JiaJen: (Say something perasan)
KherShin: I know la, I very handsome, don't have to say one.
JiaJen: OMG, you have man boobs!

LOLOL. Kher Shin has man boobs :D

I'm off to Audi ;D

4 days is nothing. 4 days is nothing.

2008-05-04T13:42:00.000+08:00

My blog is dead. Who cares. I'm too lazy to update.

Yay me :D

2008-04-28T19:22:00.003+08:00

Editorial Board workshop on Saturday!

Well, it was kind of boring. Cause it's just thinking of ideas every day. But, we get to rest and play netball. Ah, netball-_-. We played against the seniors. We won. But Joy Lene accidentally use her elbow and hit straight at my waist bone. Damn pain, blue black already.

The fun part of the whole workshop was during the night! We played & played & laughed like crazy. Amanda suggested that we play Fire & Ice LOLOL. We start running around the basketball court like crazy. The seniors were all looking at us like we're some kid ._.

At night, Mdm Sheela came in our room to sleep with us-.- Even so, we were still crazy. Candy was randomly taking pictures of those who are sleeping LOL. Racheal say she wants to dance, so she stood up and dance ballet around the room -.-" Ying & I keep posing like a ghost.

We keep saying ' Let's go to sleep. ' But in not more than 10 seconds, someone would sure make a noise then we'll talk again. After 3-4 times of saying it, everyone finally slept. It was 1am already ~.~ The floor is so hard! I barely could sleep.

Guess who? LOLOL.

Her face like drunken old woman :x

Ying & I ! :D

2008-04-26T09:50:00.003+08:00

Yesterday after school, my mom and I went to One Utama. I wanted to buy something ( secret :D ) and she wanted to go to the supermarket. Anyway, I was suppose to buy Twisties & Cheezels. We first went to Extreme, got stock clearance! A lot of shirts & stuffs all RM20 and below only. But all not nice one, cheh! -.- Later went TL, WC, BG, and went back to Extreme LOLOL. Finally bought the thing I wanted & went to Jusco. Bought Twisties & Cheezels. Suddenly I wanted to buy something in Memory Lane. But it's so far away and it's 4.40pm already, Zhen is coming to my house at 5pm. So I ran all the way to new wing, only to find that they don't have it-_- Ran back to old wing again. Then went back home.

Played Audition for awhile, Zhen came. Dad sent us to school. It's Science Night! The T-Shirts are so prettay. But I thought the shirt got cutting one, because the picture they showed us at Stop Press has. -.- Now it's like our PJK shirt. Nevermind, still pretty ;D

Some professor came to our school, gave a speech and declared Science Night open. We went to the lab, it's so boring :o Just standing there. June's experiment is damn nice LOL. Magnesium burn with fire has white sparks. So cool. x.x Went to see some other lab with Ying & Pei Ji. Then Kai Ting & Racheal went with Ying. After that, we all bored with the experiment we were suppose to do. So we cleaned it up and went lepak :D

My mom & dad came. She went and go line up for me for the telescope -.- I saw some planet :D So cool! It's so small and tiny. I remembered he likes astronomy. He used to show me videos of it on youtubes. I wished he could see it. Ah what am I talking >.>

Later, the sky was cloudy so we couldn't see anything. Went to buy some drinks and sat down. After that went to some lab. Chemistry is funnnnn! :D. At 10pm, I went back home. On the way out of the school, I saw Wy Sean O_O His hair is.. like Gatsby-_- The commercial. Only it's not that high up LOL. It's so weird.

Dad bought back supper! YAY. I never eat dinner :\ I thought the school food will be nice. But it's the same as the breakfast one -.- So I never buy. Ate, Audi-ed, then went to sleep.

Hmm. Going back to school later for the Editorial Board workshop. Have to stay over in school one night. Hope it's going to be fun :\ Cause I really don't feel like going.

2008-04-24T17:23:00.001+08:00

Wdf! I feel so bloody useless. T.T I wish I could undo what I have done. X_X

I'm off to take a nap. D: Maybe I'll post tomorrow.

2008-04-22T16:34:00.003+08:00

Saturday was Sports Day! YEYYYY, blue house won (: I support every house except for Yellow House! I don't know why either. :D It's not because I'm biased or whatever. I just don't like. Anyway, Mdm Intan will have to treat us all pizza because we won. GO SARAH! She's the first girl captain who won. WEeee.

GO BLUE !

After that I went home. Felt very tired so I slept. Actually I wanted to go for tuition, cause Jen is going. I told my mother to wake me up at 2.30, but she didn't. So I slept all the way until 5pm. I tried to wake up ._. but my eyes keep shutting down. SORRY JEN!

Sunday, went to grandma house and watched 27 Dresses. It's nice (: The front part was so hilarious! But my aunt kept bugging me, wanting to watch her show. She kept asking me to stop watching -.- Disturbing siol.

Monday, went to school as usual. I was extremely tired. It's different, having school with the normal time table after using the abbreviated table for so long. LONG LONG HOURS EVERYDAY! Rah. When I went back home, I slept till 5pm -.- At night went for tuition. Su Jane was drawing her pencil box. POOR PENCIL BOX, the ink got smudged. So it was everywhere on her pencil box -.-

Pn Cheam: Li Yaa, finish talking or not?
Li Yaa: Haven't!
Pn Cheam: GO ON TALKING! TALK!

LOL. I will never talk back like that. Maybe I will, but not that loud until teacher hears it.

Today, damn tired. I feel like I'm repeating what I do everyday. Sleep, eat, homework, study, sleep. Sleep, eat, homework, study, sleep. Sleep eat homework study sleep. Sleep eat homework study sleep. Sleep eat homework study sleep.

It's like a routine. -.- I did my composition carefully, because Mdm Farida said it will be our course work. Last term, I simply did so I get very very low. This time, I want to make sure I get at least something I'm happy of. THEN SHE ASKED US TO REDO IT TODAY. %*(@#$ ! In our scrapbook, 10 pages! You think we so free? Eesh. But she extended the date due.

Oh yeah. Today before going to Science, Miss Goh was walking around. I saw her coming to our way, to our class. So I went back in :x Many people left for the science lab already. Then I told them Miss Goh is coming. Ivan, Azmir & Stanley quickly pull up their pants LOL. I clipped up my hair -.- We all like panicking. Wee Kii suddenly said we're suppose to line up, but we didn't. HOWHOWHOW LOL. Then, Miss Goh appeared right in front of us -.- I was still laughing and she stared at me. She just ask us to faster go to the lab, then she left. All of us burst out laughing LOL. Pui Ching & Yi Huey keep laughing at Ivan's pants. When we reached the corridor, Sze Ling saw Ivan and said " Uh, your pants is a bit too high leh. " Hahaha :D

Science is fun, especially Chemistry xD

Pictures are still in my phone. My brother is always using the computer. -_-

Don't act like you know me very well, because you don't. All you do is read
my blog. It doesn't mean you know me because it's just a blog. Please, my blog
is not everything. If it's like that, then it will be so easy to understand
someone.

2008-04-18T16:05:00.008+08:00

Very long never blog HAHAHA :D

On Sunday was my birthday, thanks all for the wishes! I went out with my family & cousin to Jaya 33 and ate Shabu Shabu. It's damn nice, but very pricey T.T I feel damn bad when I saw the bill. Josephine gave me a mushroom soft toy. It's very cute and it can record sounds and replay it. SO COOL :D

SEE ! SO CUTE !

On Monday, they ( Kai Ting, Ying, Zhen, Racheal, Pei Ji ) gave me Gary Cao Ge's album! NOT ONLY THAT, they also got me his poster xD I first saw it as a roll of something o.0 then was wondering what it was. Zhen turned it and I saw ' Gary ' written on it. OMGOMGOMG :D SO HAPPY! I love you guys :D

Teh album & poster!

Sam gave me a Kon fan (:

At night went for Chinese tuition. At there very boring -.- Then Li Yaa started drawing me O.O So we all laughed. After that she started drawing Pn Cheam LOL. So funny. Su Jane threw something at her. Teacher saw and scolded Su Jane HAHA. We started throwing things at each other. Teacher saw Li Yaa but not me ohoho.

Pn Cheam: LI YAA! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
Li Yaa: Eh, nothing, got mosquito bite.

My version of Pn Cheam.

Li Yaa & Su Jane's version of Pn Cheam.

See I so good I draw teacher nice nice one xD

Today, we had sport practice for the whole day -.- Tomorrow is sports day. BLUE HOUSE WILL WIN! MUST WIN! :D Mdm Intan say she'll treat us pizza if we do. So tired, march the whole day. I slept on the way back home. I wanted to sleep when I reach home but my maid said I got a package O_O WAH, DAMN HAPPY! It's from KAIXIANNNNN ♥ I immediately got energy again xD

Ohohoooo !

The letter, earrings & 7 ZAI! :D

Kx's handwriting is so small & cutee! Pity the soft toy x.x It got squeezed in the box when I took it out the face is square already D: Never mind! Still love it♥ TQ KX!

Some random pictures o.o

Oh yeah, on Wednesday it was raining heavily. But I was still watching TV. 最美丽的第七天 is so nice lah kay! Then suddenly -.- lightning strike, my tv go poom. Black smoke came out :\ All the plugs & wires become black already. Oh shit T.T My mom never scold me because she was watching too LOL. Haiz, have to buy new tv, cannot be repaired T.T

郑嘉颖 IS SO HANDSOME.

2008-04-12T14:01:00.000+08:00

I wanna be back my old happy-go-lucky self.

2008-04-11T22:18:00.002+08:00

Today is suppose to be a happy day. Like when I went home, and my maid asked if my day was okay. I happily said, YES! FRIDAYS ARE HAPPY DAYS! Then, now -.- my mood went down the drain.

This morning, Mdm Mano, again scolded me. She did not mark my maths book, instead ask me to redo. If I don't, she won't mark. Why? Because I divided the page into half. I didn't know. I thought we could do that. Plus that was the work given BEFORE she said cannot divide. When she did, I immediately stopped. Now what, I have to redo. I got so pissed off man. I don't like her class anymore. Actually, I never did. I wan't Mr Naresh! Even Mdm Hamsiah is better than Mano lah, at least she's kind -.- I almost cried in class ._. but must hold back.

After that my day went back to hyper mode. I went to make a new pair of spectacles! Not new, just change the lens only cause I can't see that clear anymore. Which means I'm not changing my frames, so I have to leave my frames in the shop and collect it after 2 hours. I didn't have specs for 2 hours ._. Everything was like so blur. Panic panic! I took out my old specs LOL, my maid scolded me and say I can't wear the old one because it will only make my eyes worse.

2 hours later, asked my bro to fetch me there. I forgot where the place is LOL. Then my bro wanted to redraw cash from bank. So I said we go on our ways. I thought I knew where it was :o but it was the opposite, like quite far. And I wasn't wearing specs. I wanted to call my bro but stupid fella never bring his phone. I took the decision to walk to that place, without spectacles -.- I can't even see a thing ): So sucky without it lah.

Reached there, took my specs. YAY, SO CLEAR. HAHA, it made my day. Walked back to where my bro parked his car. He wasn't there o.0 Oh shitty, where did he go -_- lol, I turn my back then he was walking towards me already. Went back home happily and Audition-ed.

NOW, I don't know why my mood is so down either. It just sucks. Everything sucks. Fook.

2008-04-10T19:02:00.004+08:00

That day, I accidentally banged Ying's head :D. IT WAS AN ACCIDENT! We went in the toilet to change after sport practice, then Ying saw me went in she said ' BYE LING! ' and closed the door. I thought she locked it, so I pushed it. Then the door hit straight at her head :x LOLOL!

Science test: 70/100
BM test: 18/30

HIAHIAHIA! :D Not bad, for me lahh.

This morning Yagnesh was playing with my Nike bottle. Suddenly poosh he pressed the water out and directly hit my ear -.- My hair got wet too. Eesh, I go take my other bottle and spray at him :D I feel so childish.
Xia came to my house! She was doing her homework and I was doing my plasticine thing. Mdm Dev is sooo troublesome! At first I wanted to make a cup, but the plasticine wasn't enough. So I made a turtle instead! :D At 5, my maid & I walked Xia to Edusmart tuition.

Look at the mouth -.- Xia sticked the bead in. LOL.

Tadaaaa, I know it doesn't look like a turtle -.-

All the Form3 Photography Club members were choosen to be the Editorial Board for the school magazine. Which means, Amanda, Ying, Ting, Racheal, Zhen, PeiJi & I are in it o.o" Then we have to go to this course at Bukit Linggi. Heck, I don't even know wheres that. BUT! We get to skip school cause it's on 24th of April :D

2008-04-07T18:12:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow got History test & I forgot to bring back my History text book to study -_-.

Today's Oral sucked. My brain got blocked or something. When I went to the front my mind was totally blank. Okay fine, I know I never prepare, but the topic Pollution is so common I could've crap out anything. Yet, I was stuck, lost for words. I simply couldn't find the right word. In the end, Mdm Farida gave me BBCB, and wrote UNPREPARED for my comments.

Since young, my cousin sister Hui Jean is like my role model. She was pretty, intelligent, active. I look up to her, she motivates me. We used to have lots of fun when we were young. When we were in the bungalow in Malacca. When our families went for holidays together. I remember her piggy-backing me. I remember telling her my secrets.

Then, we started to grow up and was busy in our stuffs. She scored 7As in UPSR even though she was busy with her badminton tournaments & stuffs. I wished I could score straight A's like her. When it was my turn, I only reached 6As. Though disappointed, I told myself I will study hard. I want to follow her foot steps.

Later, she sat for the PMR examinations. In the next year's Chinese New Year, when we all met up in Malacca again, her aunt told me that she only obtained few As, and B for Science. It was bad, because she couldn't go in Science stream. She cried because she couldn't go in Science Stream. I felt sad. But she was very active in school. All the activities, any camps, any programmes, she would go for it.

Though her results weren't good, I still look up to her. It's been so long now, she's already in college. Her SPM results too weren't that good. In my dad's side, all of the children's results weren't good. My brother was the best among all of them.

I'm scared. I'm afraid that my PMR results will be bad like hers. I'm starting to panic. It's 6 months to PMR, 5weeks to mid term examinations. I scared that I cannot go to Science Stream, then my dream will just vanish like that. :(

I know my results is up to me, whether I work hard or not. But I'm still scared x_x.

2008-04-04T16:07:00.004+08:00

This morning, very unlucky x.x I bought the mee soup, then was going out of the line. Jun Shern bang into me -.- The soup poured over my hands. Damn pain! Then Jun Shern apologized, Zi Yang was there. He keep saying ' Eh Jun Shern apologize lah! You see her hand! ' After that I was walking to where Kai Ting was sitting, another form 2 guy banged into me and again, the soup poured out on my hand T.T That stupid fella never even apologize. EEsh! Finished eating, was bringing my plate to the back of the canteen, my shirt kena some guy's sambal -_-

Anyway, the rest of the day was okayy. Photography club was fun. We are divided into groups, and each given a list of societies. Our job was to find an object that symbolizes that society, then take a picture of it. Racheal, Ying & I were in one group. We're the first one to finish :DD!

We weren't ready, then someone was taking a photo and the flashlight shot over.
Proves that light travels in a straight line :D

Leng lui Amanda!

Racheal told us about the Panaroma function in our phone which Ying & I didn't even notice and so we started playing with it :D

On the way back home, trying to take emo shots but clearly, failed -.-

2008-04-03T15:58:00.002+08:00

English class isn't that bad when Farida is in a good mood :D At least everyone was laughing.

What is another word that is formed by the word 'spy' which also means 'see'?
SPICY!
- Mdm Farida, Chloe.

Omg, very hilarious.

Yu Ken & Xin Yun's birthday is on 1st of April! I actually forgot bout Xin Yun's birthday so only wished her today :x Yu Ken was telling people about his birthday but the reaction he got was 'No it's not your birthday lah, I know it's a April Fool joke lah.' Lol.

Oh yeah, Mdm Bala gave me back my PEKA -_- She say my U-tubes aren't of the same size so I have to redraw it. Lucky not redo the WHOLE thing, if not I'll faint! Drew it and passed it back up today to her. Ohoho.

Nowadays, I've got nothing much to blog about :\

2008-04-01T17:54:00.002+08:00

Mdm Intan made us sing. The whole Blue House march past. -.- Actually, I don't think anyone can hear it from the stand in the stadium, plus its making it messy. But they kept insisting us to sing! -.- Everyone was laughing.

It rained just now. Oh so fun! The wind :D Then the sky was sooo dark during Science. During Science period we were all rushing to finish our homeworks. I didn't even notice the time. Finished my PEKA and passed it up. Hope Mdm Bala won't return it to me -.- I don't want to redo it.

PEKA done, now have KGT. -.- Later on will have Sejarah project too. AHHHHHH. It's never ending. Homeworks, homeworks AND homeworks. It's killing me.

Farida is crazy today O_O She scolded the whole class for misplacing the Comprehension. Did we ever touch the books after we handed it to you? -.- She said we're the worst Set1 class ever, lol. Books handed in not on time, no discipline, keep on talking, never listen in class. She never mark my composition because I pass up late :x LOL! Theres a BIG BIG LATE! there.

I feel like sleeping. I want to sleeeeeeep! Damn it, today is my free day. But my mom wants me to go out later :( Why lah why, I wanted to finish my maths homework just now but she had to ruin my mood by scolding me. End up I'm here sitting in front of my computer @.@

Rah, I'm tired

2008-03-31T18:49:00.003+08:00

Volleyball. We lost both games. I never move around a lot also but I feel like damn tired. Damn no mood. I don't know. I reached back home then I just slept on the sofa.

WAH PIANGZ, I JUST GOT HEART ATTACK -.-"

Okay nevermind. I skipped Oral today :DD. Farida was gonna call my name, then I say I have to go so wee! Anywayyy, we almost win Saint Mary school =( But don't know why lost. Esther say we weren't cheering -.- We DID! Scream till our lungs died. Tomorrow maybe will get sorethroat -.- Ah, my leg hurts.

Chung Hwa Independant school is scary. Their so strong :O Their serve is smashing. Each and everyone of them can smash. They totally owned the game. God, whoever saved the ball they hit, their hand sure damn pain -.-

My mom said I shouldn't be too stress. She say I look stressed out. Do I? As far as I know, I'm happy & not troubled by anything. Maybe I ownself never noticed o.o but impossible what, I should know myself better than anyone.

These past few weeks, I've been unable to sleep. Is it just me? Or I take very long to fall asleep, unless I'm very tired. I can lie on the bed for like.. 1hour, and still be awake. D: It's so.. weird.

-

2008-03-28T17:11:00.002+08:00

I saw a rainbow that day (:

The dog is so so cutexzc!

Mooooooo.

I installed Adobe Photoshop again! Thanks Sam, for borrowing the CD to me :D. I have to reinstall all the brushes Li Qing sent to me -.- Shes a bit crazy LOL! She got like 100+ brushes :o But her photoshop skills are damn good.

Got back all of my results.

BM: 68 w/o cw. Teacher haven't confirm.
BI: 60
Maths: 81
Science: 80
Sejarah: 78
Geography: 54
KH: 52 w/o cw, i think O.O
Moral: 75
Civics: 86
Computer: ah, I forgot. 68 I think :x

Overall, I obtained 3As only :D Hohoho -.-"

2008-03-27T16:28:00.004+08:00

Still don't have the time to upload pictures X_X Bro always use computer since theres DotA in it already. I'm stuck with laptop, but that's okay cause the laptop now have Audition also :D.

I love them.
Picture credits to ahma JingCi :D

Mdm Bala is weird. One minute she say she wants it to be like this, the next minute she wants it to be like that. End up she's making us all confuse about PEKA. Some of us did it already, so now we have to redo again. Waste my paper & ink. I did like 5 pages? Have to redraw the diagram and stuffs. RAHH!

2008-03-23T12:16:00.002+08:00

Went to a house my mom rent to somebody yesterday. Their dog is just so cutexz! I took pictures of it, will post next time cause my bro is currently using the computer. Stayed there till 1.30pm, then went back home.

Rah, have no mood to post. It's all because of that stupid thing. Ruining my mood. I don't feel like talking about it.

I want to go to TimeSquare with Nick! I'm damn stupid lor k. I thought I'd come clean with my mom by telling her the truth about the Cabal event thing. Clearly it was a bad move. She became angry -.- & say what online games will corrupt my mind. Actually she allowed me to go to KLCC. I should've said my friends changed plan to go to KLCC! Then I can sit LRT to TimeSquare. RAHHHHHHH!

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Sorry dear Nick :( I can't go. I want to go too. T.T

2008-03-21T12:07:00.003+08:00

Yesterday played volleyball with my cousins. Uh.. at those, between houses O_O Play till so fun! Then suddenly piu, one of my cousins hit it in the neighbour's house. -.-" Die, somemore the neighbour isn't at home. So we tried using umbrella to scoop it up. Then when we were busy trying to take it back, we heard raining noise. We all turned, and saw the opposite street raining! BUT OUR HERE ISN'T RAINING. YET WE HEARD RAINING DROPS AT THE ROOF TOP! So cool man.

Oops, few seconds later our here started raining, like damn heavy drops. Lucky we got the umbrella, if not we'll be all wet. Ran back home, left my volleyball under the rain D: My ball damn alot scratches already. Keep hitting the walls of the houses & the road. >.> 10 minutes later, neighbour came back and ask her to take the ball :D YAY.

Played mahjong after dinner. But not gambling, just play only, no money involved, which is a total mistake because my cards are damn nice. I could have won RM15+ T.T

See. 4 Feis! -.- Damn.

2008-03-18T16:48:00.002+08:00

Dulan -'- But I got what I wanted. It's a bit weird, even though I wanted it, I don't know why I'm still not that happy? I feel like I don't deserve it. Zzz.

Don't know why either, people always say I look down or sad? Random people keep coming to me and ask why am I sad. I guess I look sad.. because I'm really not in the mood after knowing my results. But I am not emo. SO NOT EMO!

Thurs & Fri is a holiday :D Haiz, after this holiday then no more already. Straight until we finish our mid year examinations only have mid term break. >.> Tortureeee.

2008-03-17T16:59:00.003+08:00

Yesterday on the way to my grandmother's house, my mom's car got kissed by another car. LOL. I was inside also. It was at a traffic light, then we stopped. All of a sudden BANG! Omg, frighten me. The feeling is something like bumper car LMAO! My mother got pissed off and said ' WHO BANG MY CAR! ' So funny, I was laughing. Then she went down to talk to that person. I turned and saw the driver. She's so young! I saw her hand trembling when she was opening the door.

They were speaking in mandarin.

Her: So what do you want me to do?
Mom: You're asking me what I want you to do? You're the one who knocked me, you're the one who is suppose to be asking yourself that.

My mom sounded mad, I thought she really is. Then when everything was settled, my mom say she was just scaring that girl -.- ' To teach her a lesson ' Her reason that she knocked us was that she is not familiar with the road and was reading a map. Lol.

I went to bed early yesterday since school was starting today. No idea why I couldn't sleep. Maybe I'm used to sleeping late already. So I was turning here and there, then.... suddenly my leg crammed. #&%(!# Damn pain okay. D: I called KC cause I couldn't stand the pain LOL. I think he was busy online-ing, so ended the call in few minutes. >.>Finally not pain anymore and went to sleep.

TODAY, heart attack day. Got back almost all of our results. I know my results is not bad, for me. But I was really disappointed. Practically no mood for the whole day. So far, I've only got 1 A, which is Maths. Kai Ting got 4 As already. T.T Tomorrow will be more dead, Science! -__-

I feel bad. I skipped 2 volleyball practices. One was because I had piano theory exam. Today was because I can't stay back. When I told Esther she was like ' Good. ' D: Die lor. -.- I badly want to go, but there's nobody to send me back. My mom won't let me sit LRT home.

Yen Wen starting wearing Contact Lenses today!

Jia Jennnnnnnnn.

Me & Yen Wen.

Shitttt ~ I got a feeling my results will be bad tomorrow.

2008-03-14T22:09:00.002+08:00

Downloaded Ran Online since Kar Chun asked me to play. Ah gosh, I don't really like these kind of game ;o but oh well, for him :D I don't even know how to play. He's in tuition right now so can't teach me. Sheesh.

HAHAHAH :D I killed the mosquito! So stupid of me, take so long just to kill one small mosquito. It keeps flying away. & It bit me like so many freaking times! My leg & hands are so itchy. Feel so happy that I've got my revenge HOHOHO.

Nick is currently introducing me to his Formation of Life LOL. I'm one of it >:D HAHAHA. I'm so bored. Bored bored bored. I'm in love with the song Scarlet from Ayashi no Ceres. My blog song is the piano version of it :D NICE RIGHT?

For some reasons, I love the night lights. You know? The view from the aeroplane when you're going to land at night. All the lights in the airport, is just so beautiful. I love sitting at the window seat. Then I can look at the clouds and everything below me. Somehow, I miss travelling. It's been a long time since I'm out of Malaysia. I used to dread travelling because I was so hooked up with Gaming that I don't even want to step out of my house. -.- I love sunrise & sunsets too :D

2 more days to school reopen, 2 more days till we know our results D:<

2008-03-13T18:55:00.005+08:00

Say byebye to my photoshop. Remember I had 196 threats, my Photoshop.exe was one of them. Ridiculous right? Anyway, I thought they would just quarantine the file that has the threat, but no, they deleted my Photoshop.exe which means I cannot excess to it anymore D: It's deleted. No turning back, byebye. Gone. I used to have the installation CD, then Ying lost it D: Hope she finds it.

I've been watching Ayashi no Ceres. It's a very old Anime, I first saw it on AXN many years ago. But I had no time so I missed many episodes of it. HAHAHA, still love it. I left the last episode of it, then my brother had to go close the IE because he said it was lagging him. Gah screw him, have to load again.

Happy yesterday, did 190cfm! :D Three times in a row. HAHAHA.

Holidays is ending too soon.

2008-03-12T22:18:00.002+08:00

I'm lazy to do all the tags. Can I not do it? D: Please?

I slept at 2am yesterday. Actually I went to bed at 11, but suddenly received a SMS from Esther saying that Volleyball practice was cancelled. Then decided to use the computer :D Anyway, it's rare that I can stay up late. So why not?

I was blog-hopping just now. Noticed that people always say this 'I promise I will cherish this relationship & make it last long ' Then, few days later, or maybe weeks, they broke up. What happen to trying to make it last long? I just don't get it. If you know you can't fulfill that promise, why promise? Or why do you even say it when there's no point in it? Honestly, I hate broken promises.

I hate homeworks D:

2008-03-10T23:23:00.008+08:00

YAYYYYYYYY. Exam finish already. :D This morning was rather unlucky for me. I went out of my house then I realized we are not allowed to wear shorts there, so my dad turned back and I changed to long jeans -.- Lucky I reached there in time.

After that, went Khei's house. At 1.10pm, Chen Lynn came & fetched us to Ou :D Watched 10,000 B.C. The movie was okay, just that abit.. weird o.o, the story, lol. After the movie went to Genki Sushi to eat! While eating we just sat there & talked.

A tiring day. Went to tuition not long after I've reached home. Barely listened in tuition. Oh, I can finally play Auditioin (: Downloaded it in the laptop, it's working there. But right now my 8k would be shit D: Haihs, at least I get to play.

Claymoreeeeeeeeee.

2008-03-09T18:03:00.003+08:00

I've accepted the fact that I could not play AuditionSea anymore, until a solution is up. I tell you,AsiaSoft isn't helping. So I want my holiday to be as fun as possible. I haven't watch many of the TV series as I was so caught up with school work and going online. I guess my holidays would be television, television & television. My bro also suggested that I watch this Anime Claymore ages ago but I was stubborn and didn't want to. Yesterday, he forced me to because he say it really IS nice. He even opened the 1st episode for me. I gave in and watch it. & for sure, he was right. I'm so addicted to it right now. Serious, should go and watch :D

See, so cool. :D

Tomorrow is my piano theory exam. Wish me luck :( I still haven't study. After the exam tomorrow, might be going to OU with Khei & others. Although all of us confirmed that we can go, Khei suddenly say she got no transport. -.- Catherine can't go too, she got school. Screw international school D:

I'm off to Claymore ♥

2008-03-08T21:26:00.003+08:00

I take back my words about AsiaSoft workers being efficient. I sent them another message yesterday, because it's still not working. In fact, it got worst. Wdf! Until now they haven't reply. I'm getting annoyed. I downloaded the AVG virus scan because they recommended it. After that, my computer slowed down like a 150%. Then, the virus scan was done & I got shocked.

Clearly they've made a mistake?! How can my poor computer get 196 threats, yet it's still working so fastly ( Audition thingey excluded D: ) ? Stupid AVG, I hate you.

I am damn tired of piano work already. The more I do, the worst it gets. I'm getting confused about everything I learned in the past few weeks. There are more mistakes I make compared to last week. I hope I can pass. I thought I wouldn't have stress, but now I'm feeling the pressure.

I seem to be getting pissed off easily. This is suppose to be a fun holiday but there are more works to be done than during school days. Even when school examinations are over, I still have piano examination. My mom is always asking me to go study. It is just.. I don't know. Whenever I hear the word 'study' it just ticks me off. I'm tired of hearing it. I don't want to know my school examination's result. I know I screwed it, even when I spent countless hours on studying. I don't want to know that my efforts & hard work just got flushed down in the drain that easily. It's just disappointing.

Yann, cheer up. He's not worth it. He's just another ass that doesn't know how to appreciate you. Don't shed your tears over him. Take care of yourself D:

2008-03-07T15:51:00.005+08:00

I find the workers at Audition Sea very efficient. I send up a question to them via Asia Soft, because I tried re downloading but it is still not working D: Then, when I open up my account just now, they already replied me, with all the information needed. They asked me to try going through a virus scan. & in case I don't have one, they give me websites of those programs. The final way to solve it is to reformat my computer x.x Seems that I'm not the only one, many people have this problem too.

The MISA trip today was so-so. Only the 4D theatrea & Blast Off ride was fun. Reached back school at 3pm. Zhen's mother wasn't here yet, so we went around the school to take pictures. My camera ran out of battery, so I used my handphone instead.

Them camwhoring. Haha :D

I just loveee them.

Walk down my roller coaster life.

2008-03-06T17:24:00.005+08:00

Changed my blog layout :D The picture was actually taken by me in Kuantan, if you remember :x The two humans in there is my Aunt & Uncle. So sweet uh xD I removed the birthday list :\ I think that the navigation looks too crammed, lol.

Exams are finally over, holidays started. The Chinese examination in the hall is freaky. It was so quiet that you could even hear a pin drop. There were so many teachers around. So unlike when we're having it in class! The aircond was very cold. Freezing me to death.

Going to the MISA trip tomorrow, wonder if it will be fun. 1 week holidays is too short, I'm going out on most of the days :\ My Audition is still not working. I'm redownloading it, hope it will work because I want to play badly D:

Discussed objectif paper of History & Geography. For History I got 34/40, while Geography only 21/30 x.x I hope I won't fail Geo, because my subjectif seriously sucked. My history too, when Mdm was discussing about it, I think I only got correct for some of the questions, out of 30marks zomg.

Pray pray, I just want all subjects to be 70 marks and above.

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I put the song already. I know it's a very old song :D Who cares, I love it. I was thinking about it in school, when I was writing the Chinese Composition. I wrote about my Grandmother, of course it's fake, how she taught me so many things in life, how she changed my life, etc etc. HAHAHAHA :D

I don't feel like sleeping. My eyes are still widely opened.

Love my Audition mommy, YAT0U :D. Don't worry, I'll help you once my Audition is okay again.

Dead boreeed.

Omg, how did your account get suspended D: Sians le, faster 60 days.

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2008-03-05T18:33:00.002+08:00

I'm dead, dead, dead. I think my computer is infected by virus. Screw my itchy hand D: Nothing better to do. I go & download the latest version of Windows Live Messenger. Maybe it's not the messenger, because Nick said it won't have virus. Besides that, I go and delete the Qvod player Chih Hau downloaded when he came to my house last time.

After that, I couldn't log in to Audition anymore D: They will say ' Hacking tools detected ' then disconnect me. Wdf. I so badly want to go Audition & now this happen to me. Exams are just over today and I thought can finally play. Screw it.

I want to reformat my computer, feels so disturbing. I went and install McAfee Virus Protection. When I was scanning half way, my dad asked me to stop it & install some don't know what thing. Now it keeps popping up and its distracting me. Yuck, I hate my computer to be like this.

My bro is gonna kill me too. His Grey's Anatomy download stopped, now cannot resume anymore. The whole file is 9gb big, and it was already 81%. Now all gone. Oh shit, he is so gonna kill me. D:

2008-02-27T18:54:00.003+08:00

Something happened these few days that made me totally distracted from my studies. It keeps flooding into my mind without knowing it. I know I've made a promise that such little things like this won't affect my studies, yet it's happening right now. BUT! I'm completing most of my homeworks, which I hardly do. So, that's an improvement :D

I'm pretty happy with all the short tests in school. The results of my hardwork last week studying really paid off. My history scored 40/45, and my Science 17/25. I hope I still have the mood to carry on study, because Exams are real soon. I have to score this term in order not to disappoint my mom. I've been balancing time between my Piano Studies & School Studies. I want to proof to her that I can still score well.

I've also picked up the habit of reading newspaper. My dad got shocked when he saw me reading. LOL :D I think that the Election is interesting & the newspaper is full of it! First 20 pages are normally about the Election. I can't wait to know the results. Hohoho.

Photography Club is organizing a trip to MISA on the 7th of March. I told Ms Beh that I'm going to her house for extra piano lessons on that day :\ I already made the payment for the trip. Hope she won't get angry T.T I can still camp at her house on Sat & Sun before the Exam on Mon! D:

& Evelyn's joke is very cold ._.

Evelyn, Ms Beh
I am busy.
No you're not Busy.
You're Miss Beh!

2008-02-23T11:25:00.002+08:00

Went out to eat dinner on Thursday night with all my mother's side family because my Grandma treated us for the last day of CNY. Theres the Yee Sang, but I didn't eat it :o I don't like. Went back to Grandma's house after that & started gambling for the last time. At first I was winning, but lost after that. Overall I didn't win or lose. -.-"

Went back home, did my homeworks and studied. Exams are next week, plus my Piano Theory Exam is also coming. :\ I won't be online for the week. I'm gonna bury myself in books :D

2008-02-17T11:33:00.002+08:00

Had Cross Country yesterday. We actually thought of running together, but Zhen & Pei Ji don't know run where so left only Ting, Ying, Rach & I. It is damn tiring :\ We keep walk, then run, then walk again. When it was the last 3 stations, me and Xia run all the way to the finish line :D Leaving them behind, hohoho. After that we lined up & it was prize giving time! Our class got the most runner & received a hamper. They cheat us -.- The basket was so big who knew bottom there was full with newspaper. I took the biscuit :D

Went back only at 11.30am because Jien Lynn's mom was stuck in the traffic. Seems that they blocked the whole Jalan Parlimen because of the demonstration. :o Ate abit of lunch then went to Uncle Heng Kok's house. All of my other cousins were there already. Then, he treated us all lunch at some restaurant. Went back to his house and gambled :D

At 6pm, went to Shwu Jiun's house. Watched abit of It Started With A Kiss 2 & Bleach. Ate dinner, then Chih Hau shocked me by saying he go fetch DX here o.o" Then, we continue eating cause is steamboat, must slowly eat! DX came, then like so awkward. -.-" After dinner, gambled. I had no place to sit because they all already took the seat when I was watching Bleach. Then my uncle ask me sit beside DX lmao! Hohoho, keep winning :D In total i won RM60 haha. The whole game, only me & DX win all lose O_O

Went back at 11.30pm. Sms-ed with DX till 2am, then went to sleep because I was too tired D:

2008-02-15T18:38:00.003+08:00

Today had the briefing for tomorrow's Cross Country. The route was okay, until Jeremy showed us the Form 1 & 2's route. LOL, its not even 1/3 of the upper sec one. So, they have to run 2 rounds. Yee Theng said our route is 7km long. There are 21 stops ._. I think by the time I finish, I will be very very tired. Ting,Ying & Rach are planning to walk, not run while me & Zhen wants to run. We'll see. :D

I'm starting to dislike Maths class. Just because I made that mistake the other day, doesn't mean my work is bad all the time right? Mdm Mano keeps saying that my work bad when it isn't. Like that day, she was checking our work one by one, when it was my turn, she said ' Aiyo, this girl sure do alot wrong. ' I was damn pissed when she said that. People makes mistake, they're imperfect. They learn, and change. Why is she underestimating me? As though I am from Set 3, as though I'm the worst. I just don't like teachers who are like that.

Ohoho, I'm downloading o2jam again. I suddenly feel like playing it :D I miss those songs! Can't wait to start playing again. & I'm deleting maple, heck I don't even go there since 2 months ago already. Audition is starting to bore me, because so many of my friends are quitting. & he's too packed that he can't even come online ._.

Some random zi lian pictures :x

2008-02-14T22:15:00.002+08:00

I changed my blogskin because I was bored of the previous one. I changed the original skin's picture to this joker :D I find the joker smexayyy. Hohoho.

Results for the Science monthly test is back. I failed ._. 26/100 LMAO. I can go & jump off the building already. With this score, how am I ever gonna pursue my dreams on chemist?

I suddenly love the colour maroon :D

2008-02-12T18:52:00.000+08:00

YAYY, done. But not done by me, my cousin bro did it. I still failed after trying so many times. I did the first picture that one. It is much easier luh :D

School started, holidays ended. I think I will be going on hiatus because I'm rather lazy to blog nowadays plus homeworks are loaded. Exams are in 3 weeks time only. I have to study!

Today's Science short test was rather disappointing for me, because I only scored 4/16. I just love Science, but I'm not good at it ._. Mdm Bala's class is so interesting & I payed 100% attention. How did I scored so low D: Maybe I'm a slow learner LMAO!

2008-02-08T10:34:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year :D .

I didn't enjoy my Chinese New Year's Eve at all, because I wasn't feeling very well and I had to see the doctor twice. Once in the morning & another time at night :\ I told my mom we don't have to but she insists me to see the Doctor in case if anything happens. So, plus my previous Nose infection's pills, I had to eat a total of 7 pills-_- Yucks, but I didn't eat it :D Lucky, my dad say I don't have to, because eating too much would also deteriorate my health.

Went to Malacca on the first day of CNY. This year it was different because usually we went down during the Eve. I was askin my mom why, but she wouldn't answer. When we reached Malacca, then I knew why :\ They were quarrelling about some stuffs, which my dad wanted to avoid. Rahh, I shall be a good girl and stop asking questions x.x

The Lion Dance came, then after it finished, we went to Uncle Jimmy's house. His wife makes the best Devil Curry :D! Yumm. But I could only eat 1 piece -_- because my mom said I can't eat too much. They talked, then went back to KL.

Went to Grandma's house in OUG. Cousins were already there. Started praying, then ate dinner & gamble! :D I wasn't paying much attention & kept losing money because of this thing -.-

Try putting the 4 balls into the 4 holes. I tell you, it's damn hard. The thing isn't balanced, & it drops easily. The most I got was 3 into 3 holes. :\ Finally gave up, and concentrated in gambling. After that we were all bored then Chih Hau drove us to the Ah Neh shop to buy fire crackers :D

The trip there was hilarious, all of us sqeezing into the sport car. The Ah Neh knew we wanted to buy Fire Crackers. When he saw us, he quickly said ' Faster come in! ' LOL. Bought it, then went back home and started playing :D
Decided to call Kar Chun since I was bored :\ But he said he couldn't hear me, so he put down -_- My bro & cousins were all disturbing me lor. Screaming in the background, and my bro did the kissing sound. Rahh.

2008-02-02T18:39:00.000+08:00

Pictures from yesterday! :D

Mei Ling's food :x

Her drink o.o"

mine LOL. ALOT RIGHT? -.-" xia si wo.

Kai Ting's drink @_@ So big.

We all got shocked luh. The food & drinks at Wong Kok Char Chan Teng is damn big :o! End up we da bao my drink, & shared drinks. Originally wanted to cancel my drink one, because haven't come, but they say cannot ._." After eating & paid, we were dividing the pays & stuffs, then Mei Ling suddenly drop the tray of money, the one where they put the change one. Then, I screamed -.-" Some more its damn loud luh, everyone lookin at us, so embarassing LOL :x

Dad fetched me from there then brought me to Sunway Medical Centre. The Doc said I have nose infection, inflamation, swollen. Piangz, I didn't know it was that serious @_@ You know how he checked? -.-" He sprayed some liquid in my nose, then asked me to sit outside & wait for 15mins, then called me back again. THEN HE POKED SOMETHING IN MY NOSE. WDF @#(%* Paid & collected my medicine. My pills are like HUGE. Its uhm.. Augmentin, whatever it is. It's making me feel drowsy 24/7 blah.

Look at my pile of homeworks.

Add that with 2 projects. I'm so dead, I don't know how to finish it -.-

2008-02-01T10:26:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 9am today, couldn't sleep any longer. I wonder how Ting sleeps till 12pm, I can never do that LOL. Ate breakfast, wanted to Audi but server maintainence ._." So went to do homeworks & projects. Omt, its so boring. Decided to do a siggy :D

I know it's not that good I'm still trying to improve :D Ying don't kill me cause its purple LOL. Green just doesn't suit :x I still love green lah!

Going out later to meet Ting & Mei Ling. Yesterday was Mei Ling's birthday! But I didn't buy her any present :x Sorry luh! Happy belated birthday! :D We're going back to Puay Chai woo. I miss my primary school hell lot, but I think many teachers are gonna retire this year :\ Sigh. Then after that Ting & Mei Ling wanna go see school band. I'll just hang around bah :D Since I have nothing to do with school band lol.

I still have that appointment with the Ear Specialist today :\ Wonder what he'll do to my ear LOL. My ear is much better today, I think it recovered already :x But I still wanna see him just to check lah just in case.

I'm feeling better already, since holiday started, I think I'm on a stress-free schedule :D Thanks all for the concern.

2008-01-31T18:41:00.000+08:00

I think I had a minor breakdown. I've not been very well this week & my ear was well uhm.. pain? I can't & won't explain how it happened, becase I don't think you peepo will understand :x Anyway, I was being stressed out about homeworks & stuffs. I'm really bad at planning my time one okay? Even if I do, I won't follow it -.- I'll be too hooked up with the Internet, playing Audition or chatting. Then, my homeworks will be neglected. Which ended up me getting scolded by teachers everyday.

I know I can't continue going on like this, I'm trying my best to balance my time between playing & homework-ing. I've not touch Audi for quite long ( As in played it for 1hour straight, the most was 30minutes ) & have been finishing most of my homeworks. I didn't go for the Netball training & I cancelled my piano class too. I slept each evening, but it wasn't enough. I got scolded that day by Madam Mano because my Maths workbook was a mess, it is not a Set 1-er's quality. She even compared me to a Set 3, which made me very upset.

My math's monthly test was alright. I finished it all very quickly, and had plenty of time to check. Instead, what I did was daydream. Gahh! Then got one question I wrote the correct answer on my question paper, but a wrong one on the answer script :\ Darn it. Science test is post poned till after Chinese New Year.

The worse part was, I started releasing my temper at everyone, especially my family. My bro was the main victim :x because he always made me mad so I just keep on scolding him :\ I regretted it now, I saw how spoilt I was. I was suppose to see an Ear Specialist today at Sunway Hospital, but because I sorta raised my voice at my mom as I wanted to go to the Volleyball's tryouts today and so she rescheduled it. I feel very guilty for troubling her & my dad. I know very little parents would do this for their kid, but they did it for me. I know my dad is a very busy man, but yet he said he'll fetch me. The only thing that worried my parents was my ear's condition.

I know how much my family loves me. I love them alot too. Sorry if I made anyone angry these few days. My deepest apologies. I will learn to balance my time, but it takes time too. I'm very lookin forward to this CNY holidays. Finally a week to let go of studies & homeworks. But I still have alot of projects and homeworks to be done.

I think I need someone to confiscate the modem, lol. Internet is very addictive :\

2008-01-29T16:01:00.000+08:00

This post is dedicated to Melchers Lim Zheng Hao :D

( Obviously I don't have a pic with you D: )

Anw, this guy is more than just a close friend to me. I've known him for almost a year already. This guy always cheers me up whenever I'm down. & He never once failed to do so. I enjoy talkin to him on the phone cause I keep smiling & laughing. He always give me advice when I have a problem or anything. Conclusion, he's always there for me.

He has the nicest voice :D & when he sings every girl's heart sure melt LOL. I like it when he sings :D But sometimes I'll be there laughing then he'll stop singing .__." It's not that your singing is not nice luh, but sometimes it goes out of tune so i laugh ;x

I love the time when we were happily chatting on the phone. When you're laughing, it makes me happy too. I love it when you always joke around your friends. I love it when you always say 'WAHLAO!' It's just so cute :D I love it when you called me. I love it when you smsed me. I love everything of you lah LOL.

He's one guy I spend most of my money on :X
He's the guy who will call me eventhough its so ex.
He's the guy who made me smile the most.
He's the guy who once scolded me ._."
He's the guy who forgotmy name even aft knowing me for so long :\ ( He does now la :D )
He's the guy who doesn't know how to pronounce my name -.-
He's the guy that always made me stayed up late at night.
He's the guy I'm most worried now.

I know you have your problems, & I know you have no mood to talk right now. But I just can't help feeling that you will think that I don't care of you. I do, I do care about you. You were always there for me when I'm down & upset, but right now I don't think you think that I'm there for you. I tried to call you, but all I got was ' I'm busy, bye. ' You don't have to apologize, because I'm the one who is suppose to be apologizing.

I want you to be happy where ever you are, & whatever you're doing. Don't be sad already, because it's not worth it. I just wished I could be there for you, but I couldn't because we're so far apart.I miss the old you, the happy hyper you. I hate it when you're sad, because you won't talk to me ._." & it affects everything.

Faster get back the old Mel D: imyy. The reason why I felt so useless was because I couldn't cheer you up. I don't know how to cheer people up. I feel so bad, you were always making me happy, but now when its the other way, I couldn't make you happy the way you made me happy. I'm sad when you're sad.

Thanks for all the things you've done for me. I just wished I could do the same for you.

Someone teach me how? :\

2008-01-27T16:56:00.000+08:00

Oh, fug.

I feel darn god damn useless. .

Don't try to say I am not, because I know very clearly that I am. Darn it.

& I need help in my compo, I don't get what am I suppose to do. I don't even know what is the title of it, ah shit. This sucks.

Oh, and Happy Belated Birthday Andrea (: Sorry I didn't get you any present.

2008-01-25T15:11:00.000+08:00

Boo.

Grats to Nick & Lyn :D!

& also,

Happy birthday dear Vilyn Yong!

Today is one of those happy days. We had school till only 2pm because of the Leadership Camp. As usual laugh-ed & hyper-ed whole day. Got back our History test :\ I scored only 19/27. Anw, I passed (: So I should be happy, but I'm still sorta disappointed because I thought I could score more. Nevermind, work harder next time Ling D:

Theres still more monthly test to go.
28th - Maths
31st - Science

I'm worried that my English may drop set. I don't know why but teachers are saying that if we scored low in the first term exam we might drop set? But that have not happen in the 2 years I'm in WMS? I hope I don't la :\ This is my first year getting Set 1 1 1, I don't wanna drop. & I should be grateful that I got Farida Chang, because Shirley made all the Set 1s in 3KL do the Commonwealth Essay, which is 1.2k-1.5k of words.

& I don't know why but I deleted the previous post.

Cheers :D

2008-01-22T18:44:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is Thaipusam public holiday. Finally a day to rest :D But I don't think I can, because I may be going to Time Square or KLCC to shop! Vilyn is going to KLCC tomorrow! Maybe I'll bump into her :D

Gonna have Sejarah monthly test this Thursday ;o I still haven't study yet. Shit, have to study. I don't wanna fail it, because I already failed my Geography short test? xD AHHH. Then we have Science & Maths monthly test on 31st Jan D: Gonna bury myself in books. Maybe I shouldn't go to KLCC tomorrow. I should spend my whole day studying x.x

I find myself daydreaming in class. & its not only once, its been happening alot of times already O.O One time get caught by Mdm Santha also, shocked me i got heart attack again. LOL. She was teaching teaching teaching, and then she suddenly say 'Ng Lee Ling stop dreaming!' Wah, my heart jumped.

I think Mr Saleh doesn't like me D: Cause I keep doin Maths homework in his class LOL! Then today when he walk pass me & saw me doing Maths again, he said 'Tak payah buat Maths lagi la Maths mesti dapat A tapi KH tak boleh. KH lebih important. ' & Am I that guai kia? Why everyone that sits beside me always have the same reaction when I'm not listening in class.

Laughed till stomachache in school today :\ Kai Ting lah! D: She started saying bout my past, about what happened last year in Mr Saleh's class. Haiz, I don't wanna blog about it, I will just embarass myself D: IM HYPER :D . Hohoho, I'm starting to laugh at myself again ._. This is bad for health. Stop laughing you idiot. T.T CANNOT LAH.

LMAO :D

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LOL. MY DI CALLED. & HE IS JUST SO CUTE KAY! :D

me, him
- at msn -
uh jie i call u k
oh okay
but for 10secs only k
10SECS LOL TALK WHAT?
uh. wait, we say what topic here first.
uhm. helo bye helo bye alr 10 secs?
uh yalor -.-
* starts calling *
jie i calling u le
LOLLOL SO FAST. OKAY
* picks up. on phone *
HELO
HELO
BYE
EH 10SECS ALR
BYE.
HAHAHAHA

LOL :D

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2008-01-21T18:40:00.000+08:00

I'm very tired, I feel like sleeping. But I can't, because theres still plenty of homeworks to do. I also have tuition tonight D:

& that concludes my day.

2008-01-19T18:33:00.000+08:00

I just called my di. His voice is just so cute! & he's 15, just like me. LOL he darn cute la :\ But we ended the call after 1 minute because its ex lah, he's from sg xD

I went to Sungei Wang today. Alot of shuai ge :D ♥. Trained there, with my mom & Auntie Maria. Its embarassing when we went there lo :\ My mom scolded me for something I didn't even do, and you know me la, I'll talk back. So everyone was practically staring at us.

We first planned to go to Time Square, but we overshot -.- My dad said Bukit Bintang what, but Bukit Bintang is Sungei Wang, so we decided to go to Sungei Wang instead. & for this mistake right, my mom scolded me again because I said I know how to go there. Zz. Shopped, then went back home. I bought many stuffs today :D Very happy, going to Time Square next Saturday.

Hohoho. Something is wrong with my Audi, I can't seem to patch it. Half way through it something will pop up and say ' Time Out, Please start the patcher again. ' Stupid -.- So now I'm downloading the manual patch.

I like these pictures.

Credits : Here.

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Okay, I feel like I'm simply using my phone credit. I just called my kor who is in sg? Lol & he's evil >:( But then, call awhile nia cause expensive. :D

I got heart attack today, when I suddenly saw his name. It just appear so sudden that I never even thought that it will. So yea, I got shocked, and my heart skip a beat :D LOLOL.

I don't like seeing my friends sad >:( & it sucks
when I don't know how to cheer them up. I feel so useless. All I can do is hope
that they will forget it & be happy.
Kor & Ahp0h, don't be sad le kays. Ling loves you :D

Damn it. x.x

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2008-01-18T18:52:00.000+08:00

Yay, I changed my blog skin. I'm tired of black, white is still the best. & I'm gonna stick to 1 song, because it takes so long to load the playlist :\

School was okay. Had Clubs&Socities today, and we were all in Photography Club! Yay us. We're the only Form 3s in it. Miss Goh came in while we were selecting the President & stuffs. You should see the reactions of the students, everyone started pining up their hair & pull up their ties - me too lol.

Forgot to write the letter for Chinese PMR thing, and got scolded by Mdm Intan. I must remember to write it, if not I'm dead on Monday. Today is the first day I didn't get scolded by Farida, which was good. Improvement! & I passed up my homework.

I don't think I will be online much, have to finish up my homeworks. I'm gonna mia from audi, till the hols. But I may be online sometimes for a while.

Ahp0h, don't be sad kays? Everything will be alright. Everything will be okay in the end, if it's not it's not the end. I hope you will be happy. :D

2008-01-17T18:00:00.000+08:00

first of all, happy birthday catherine lee qi en :D.

anyway. im a guai kia today and i finished all my homework while talkin to melchers. that guy called me at 1pm but too bad i was in school xD and my phone is alive! my mom finally reloaded for me. weets, but im still not used to being have credit o.0 everytime people sms me then i just dont bother to reply because last time i no credit. but now, i forgot to reply because i thought i still dont have credit. hohoho :D

mdm santha's joke is very very cold.

class, mdm santha
why madam?
WHY?
yea why
Z .

eeyur. so cold -.- shivers.
and pn farida chang is SIAO. she scolds people for no reason :\
she got stm too. she got stm nvm la, but she blame us for it -.-
" I TOLD YOU DONT INTERRUPT WHEN IM DOING SOMETHING. see now i forgot what i wanted to do "

ooh wee. i got Flying High techno already. still hunting for Dancing Naked in the Rain ( yea an & ying i know it sounds wrong but it rocks ) anyone has it? send to me please :D aiya, any nice techno just send it to me lah.

2008-01-15T16:10:00.000+08:00

so.. i didnt go for netball tryouts. they're still all in school now.
playing netball probably. i cant believe i didnt go.
why didnt i go? simple, i felt tired. very very tired.
i dont know why im that tired too.
ytd after tuition i straight lie on my bed and slept like a baby :D

PJK after lunch is very tiring. it gave me a headache because playing under the hot sun is unbearable la -.- not that im afraid of the sun. its just the heat, that makes me feel so uncomfortable. whats worse is after that we have computer and the lab has aircond. how can we go straight into the aircond after such heat? -.- so yeah, yesterday i wasnt feeling very well.

BUT THEN during PJK i laugh till stomachache ;o its just dam funny la.
idk why form3's pjk is not combined anymore, so we're only playing 1 class.
then hor, now not enough players alr ma.
so ivan suddenly came to us and say ' can we play netball? ' LOLOL.
cause only 3 person was playing basketball and ivan said it was hell boring.
so we let them play la. -.- boys play netball is dam funny :D
then mr low came and scold them -.-

homework is piling up and my timetable is starting to be pack. so i thought if i went for netball, i will be very busy and tired. and suddenly, i feel so stress -.- aiyaa im just making myself stress. relax ling :D relaxxxx.

celebrated grandma's birthday on saturday. we went for dinner in some restaurant in petaling street. the food was okay, but sure expensive la. my grandma was happy, because i think she thought we forgotten her birthday but we didnt :D hohoho.

oh and speaking of cakes, im eating this cake right now o.o its the left over from that day xD

i just found out something. blogger can upload more than 1 pic at once O_O
sorry lah i know im dumb, i just saw it lor.

roflmao, stab me :D and all along i keep uploading 1pic by 1pic.
waste of time! eesh. nehmind, now im smarter xD

原来我在你心中从来是没有地位的。

2008-01-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

SADDENING, BUT LOL. OKAY I DONT KNOW WHY IM USING CAPS, JUST FEEL LIKE USING IT. LOL, IM CRAZY. :D IM SUDDENLY HYPED UP, AND SMILING AT RANDOM STUFFS. HECK CARE, ANY SAD STUFFS, JUST SMILE AT IT. AIYA.

anw, school is fun? as usual. today gave ying her present. LOLS dam funny la, me, rach & ting just standing at the corridor laughing. cause we dont know how to give her the present. HAHAHA -.- retarded. finally gave it to her, and wished her happy birthday.

* looks at clock, aww not yet 12am. * but i dont think i'll be on at 12?
so..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PANG YIYING :D

we wanted to give her surprise one! so we called her mom to pakat la, ask her mom bring her to sunway then we meet her day. then we'll be ready with her presents then when shes there we'll go ' SURPRISE! ' LOLLLL. but her mom.. -.- nehmind, she dont let. and all along we thought ying didn know, because zhen specificly told her mom NOT to tell ying. end up, right after the call, her mom told ying -.- zHA DOU LA. LOL

D: cao ge's album out ler. i wanna buy. si wenhan bought it alr D:

go die la T_T i want. but im dam broke, have to save money.

supposed to go to ou tmr with khei, lynn, hongling & cat to celebrate cat's birthday one. but then now it got cancelled because cat said it was too rushed and was not planned properly. so they say go next time bah. :(

darn shuai. darn cute. xD

AGREE? CUTE RIGHT :D I JUST LOVE CAO GE LA.

random pics.

2008-01-09T16:21:00.000+08:00

You know, that day my bro asked me if I wanna follow him earlier to Canada. That means if I follow him, I'll be gone by the end of 2009. I thought about it, and suddenly I feel like going. Then if I go, I won't have to sit for SPM. But then yesterday, something made me feel like not going. I mean, I want to go. But.. I miss everything here.

We went out for dinner yesterday with my dad's friend from Australia. We went to thise western restaurant, and they decorated it like the western country. I was day dreaming, then suddenly I imagined myself in Canada, would it be like this too? And I missed home, alot. I felt homesick even though I'm in Malaysia, just in some restaurant. Yet, I was already homesick. What would happen if I was in Canada? I'm afraid I'll cry :\

LOLOL. TODAY GAMES, me and xia just slack slack around only. Then we were like gila babi run here run there walk here walk there then we just talked la. It's been long since we talked o.o cause she changed class already ma T.T Haiz.

shuai ge x.x so shuai. LOL~

2008-01-08T16:52:00.000+08:00

School is fun. And yay we got games tomorrow. :D
Today's class was okay. A bit boring but I really loved Science so interesting lah.
Others all sian sian xD. This Thurs is a public holiday woots.
After this public holiday then the next one is Chinese New Year alr luh.
Must wait long long loooong x.x

First term exams are aft CNY. O.O Seems like its not far away.
I'm finally in the mood to study & finish up my hmws.
Form 3 seemed the same to me. No pressure, no stress.
Thats good :D I'm not complaining.
We shall just see when it reaches mid term, then all stress ba o.o

Late grats to those who scored Straight A's in PMR :X
I know its late lol. Very very late xD.

My bro seemed relaxed to me. Well, to me la.
I don't know. He come back from college then play PS2.
Its either PS2 / Dota / Sleep. No hmws, no studies.
But then these few days o.o .. He came home then sleep.
Everyday say very tired. NOW, he looks stress. LOL
OMG lo my bro hardly gets stressed out.
He so relax during SPM also. -.-

i know le, i know what kind of person you are. and now i have no more reasons to miss you. because you're not worth it. i wont anymore and i truly regretted it. lol? but yea thanks for caring, as if you meant it though -.- ~

2008-01-06T19:32:00.001+08:00

Are we suppose to start studying now? Start studying for PMR?
I have no idea, but I see people studying everywhere.
I'm just slackin around. Zhen is freaking out LOL.
During Malay class she was looking at me, then asked ' Eh, you don't listen in class one ar? '
Is it that bad if I'm not listening in class? I did that the whole year last year?
& yet, my results not bad what! :D

I don't know if I'm happy right now or sad. I don't know if this is worth it.
But I know its not worth getting sad over him.
I'm not stupid, and I know what is going on.
Don't fool me anymore.

2008-01-04T22:02:00.000+08:00

guys get mad easily...

girls get sad easily...

guys can forget, but cannot forgive...

girls can forgive, but cannot forget...

guys care the most about the quantity of love...

girls care the most about the quality of love...

guys break-up when they feel love from another girl...

girls break-up when they feel separation from their man...

guys feel curiosity towards all girls...

girls feel curiosity towards guys who are interested in her...

when guys are heart broken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl..

when girls are heart broken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy...

guys wish to be her first love...

girls wish to be his last.

so true :X . i got it from sparrow. annie's web :D its back again.

weets. finally can read back those old stuffs x.x

today, sucked. LOL nola. quite ok. 2nd day of school.

so quiet. so different. all the noisy noisy one gone.

all the quiet quiet one came. SOOO unlike C class.

the class that made 4 teachers mad in one day O.O

the class that made pn salina, hamsiah & doraemon cried.

that wont happen again. its long gone. HISTORY. T.T

i find maths interesting. funfunfun, lines and angles. HEEHAW.

i finished my hmw. O.O oooh. LOL.

I GOT BANNED. FROM POSTING TAG IN YATOU'S BLOG

BECAUSE I SPAMMED TOO MUCH. SO UNFAIR. LOL.

2008-01-03T18:13:00.001+08:00

first day of school ~~sucks~~ rocks?
im still in C class, but sadly ying went to L luh x_x
anw, my set is 1 1 1 woots. improveee :D
but still now more ma fan, need run to M class everyday.

homeroom teacher is Mdm Santha, yeaa :D
but she changed our seating plan on the first day? ==
like she already planned it all lol.
im sitting beside kar jin O_O nehmind, hai hao.
better than alot of ppl :D anw i might be sittin with yenwen.

english teacher.. farida chang. omg -.- i die ler. :\
malay some dunno who :X tmr need pass up novel i hvn do. LOL.
heck care le la. zzz -.-

i miss year 2007 lots lots! i miss 2C also. the fun.
this year will be very very different.
maybe it'll be ok, but wait longer and see luh.
i hope it will >.>

2008-01-01T20:14:00.000+08:00

IM BACK!

aft 331245 hours inside the car, im home :D
i really missed home LOLS. my pillow my bed x3.
my comp my stuffs. MINEEEE xD

29/12/07

started journey at 12.30. slept inside the car :\
its too sian ler i can die x.x
reached there at 4pm? woots. first thing, go to beach.

teh bungalow ;D

the beach :D .

MY LIL COUSIN BRO BOTAK :D

its a crab o.0

at night went to teluk cempedak beach.
ahp0h went too. so i go meet her lahs :X
its the first time i see her -.- so we all dam shy LOL
but at least we took pic :D

went back to bungalow at 10.30pm? not sure.
den celebrated linghuey's birthday.
shes 12 years old now :D

her cake.

aft that gamble gamble gamble till dono wad time.
1am went to bed. but we sneak out to chih hau's rm LOLS.
we nv on light, just use torch light -.- so dark.
gamble again luh. till 2.45am LOLS uncle caught us.
so we had to return to our room -_- kns.

" This is called ' Underground Blackjack ' "

ling huey was hungry O.O she go call chih hau.
den they dam stupid la nv put silent mode -.-
uncle heard the phone ringing LOL! screamed at us.
aft he went in his rm, they sneaked downstairs go grab food.
me and shwu jiun stayed back, cos lazy.

he called at 3am. talked till 4am. den sleep.

30/12/07

woke at 5.45am LOL i only had 1hr 45mins of sleep.
cos that linghuey la go on her alarm clock.
on ler it rang she dono how off -_- so we all woke up.
went to the beach to see sunrise.

see the difference. from 6am - 7.30am :\

drove to awana kijal in terengganu.
we got free apartment o.0 3 rooms lol.
unpacked stuffs then headed to beach again :D

evening went to cycle. rent the bicycles -.-
RM60 for 8bikes? lol. ex luh :X aunt payed all.
we go round round round till sian ler -.-
i saw volleyball court! T.T feel like playin but no ball.

went swimming. cos i sian in the apartment.
i very long nv swim ler O_O so aft that my body all ached -.-
dam cold sia x.x bathed, dinner-ed, gambled.

went to beach again at night. the wind was so cold :\ shivering.
wanted to play but then mom say cannot. so went back to apartment.
others went to see dono wad lighthouse. i didn go.
instead i slept awhile because very tired.

when they came back, we go gamble again in chih hau's room.
i lost luh T.T alot lehs. bad luck :\ haiz nehmind.
uber tired, so nv chat with him straight went to sleep xD

the view of the resort at night o.0

they complained the mattress very dirty o.o

two super heroes?

31/12/07

morning woke at dono wad time. they all lah -_-
came in then tok tok tok so loud till woke us up.
nth to do so went beach again -.-
played. and got wet. then, it rained -.-
we all ran back to the apartment but it was getting heavier.
and we didn had an umbrella. by the time we reached, whole body wet le.
shuang! very long nv run in the rain xD

afternoon went back to bungalow.
i found out bout smth :\ so felt rather sad.
i love an, ying & ahp0h (: thnks.

evening went to beach and played. this time, whole body got wet.
heck care le, maybe no chance play alr mah.
and den i told shwu jiun, when the waves come, scream.
so we did scream la.. but i screamed the loudest O.O

and she said this
" why u scream so loud? u unhappy issit? "
haiz x.x

there have netball post. so we gambled again o_o
who score first, gets the money. each person that wanna play must pay RM1
lols, the first game, the first ball i shoot, in ler.
LOLOL. heng sia ;D

this pic made me died in laughter :X

1/01/08

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

last day, woke at 11 lols really no energy le.
just slack slack around. and went back at 1pm.

i drank beer :D

2007-12-28T08:41:00.000+08:00

theres was once where i really wished school would reopen faster.

but now, i dont think i want that to happen. :\

its not about the homework thing, its that i dont want to change class.

i dont want to leave C class. all the fun memories.

i dont wanna have heart attack when i see the board.

if i change class i really gonna faint ler T.T

if i change class, everything will not be the same anymore.

its just.. different.

i cant believe year 2007 is gonna end so fast.

this is the fastest year ever O_O time just flies.

im gonna miss everyone in audi. i think when school starts, everyone wont be playing that often anymore. so its byebye time?

and i'll be having PMR too. might quit online aft mid yr hols.

i hope i can get straight A's T.T

AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

i just helped stanley finish the sinopsis. O.O

i wonder why im so kind today -.- LOL~

ANYWAY, he owes me smth :D heehaw.

this is so sweet O.O

i think nick sent that to me. his fren wrote that to his gf?
idk la. that guy sends me alot of craps.
pics of everyone -____- none of my business he jus send only.
dunno let me see for wad O.O

im goin to kuantan tmr, back on next tues 1st Jan.
wont be online. cant go countdown too.
sorry khei, i so wanna go countdown with u guys :\
have to wait another year T.T

i miss him.

2007-12-27T11:32:00.000+08:00

i wished you were right here with me .

HEE HAW. christmas is over lols. school is starting!

i havent finish my hmw. actually im not planning to do o.0

im just gonna do 50 kosa kata. the rest, die la. heck care :X

and the sejarah folio, need pass up meh O_O

hes crazy -.- call me at weird weird time one.

that day 3.30am, ytd 4.30am. lol? but dunno why when he call im always awake.

its just o.o i wake up drink water, den so ngam he call. lol xD

wahahaha. den just talk talk lor :X

ytd dam pekchek, couldnt pass my audi lic. zzz -.-

not in form ba. but den, i dun get it. how did i pass jw's lic in 1st try.

and failed mine in 10 tries? plus hers is lv 24 mine lv 22.

shud be hers harder, but yet i failed mine -_- zzz.

at last passed -.- and wasted 20kden.

at night went bu bp with him:D but 1rd nia, den my kor pull me away.

lmao won 40k+. cover back my loss dens :D

haiz, idk wad is wrong with me. i what also dun feel like eating.

its like i look at the food, den dun feel like eating alr.

simi sai -_- i even say no to asam laksa O_O. wdh.

den when i eat, even tho im hungry, but i just cant eat x.x

dont feel like eating. but i keep forcing myself to eat.

because i duwanna be hungry.

i wonder wad will happen when school starts.

will we drift apart?

2007-12-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

MERRY XMAS.
idk wad to post. and wdf everyone are so upset now & idk wad to do.
say im harsh or wdv, but im addicted to the word ' wdf ' .
i feel so useless, unable to cheer up my friends.
and wdf im just thr lookin at them sad&emo.
wdf ~

this year's xmas sucked for me. dun ask why. -.-
and it seem like everyone's xmas sucked too :X
im not the only one. HEEHAW.
buy yea, merry xmas. hope everyone enjoyed their xmas:D
lotsa pressie? i got none O_O lmao anw my family doesnt celebrate.

went to grandma house today -.- mahjong mahjong.
win win lose lose. won RM4 today.
ah, i dunno wad to blog abt.
im off.

merry xmas?

2007-12-24T19:03:00.000+08:00

went out for breakfast today. bro became the driver! hohoho.

i was having heart attack behind :X omg lol!
but hai hao la. it was ok. just few mistakes.

reached home. he called, and talk awhile. aft that he was tired so i asked him to go sleep.
audi-ed. but was siann O.O felt tired and i went to sleep too -.-

wanted to call him at 6+ but i dialed wrong num O_O omg i dam careless.
den some indian picked up :X rofl.
but he was nice O_O he nv scold me cos i called twice leh -.- LOL.
ltr found out i dial wrong num, but he woke up alr. xD

this post was suppose to be a happy post O_O until...

pic credits : xia .

holy crap O_O 10kosa kata setiap bab.
10x24babs = 240kosa kata. OH SHIT.

from xia's blog:

Check out #2 : 10 kosa kata setiap bab.I somehow missed out setiap bab when I got the paper, so I went through the holidays happily thinking I only had to find the meanings of 10 words. ~~Turns out I had 240 meanings to find.~~ And there was me thinking, "Goh might actually want us to ENJOY our holidays!"

wad about me wei. i didn even know we got 240 kosa kata okay -.-
i still thought WAH SO NICE. I DID MY HMW.
I DID MY NOVEL. I ACTUALLY DID! MEEEE THE ONE WHO LAST MINUTE DO HMW.
ACTUALLY DID MY NOVEL HMW! O_O wdf now got kosa kata.

- faint -

2007-12-22T23:12:00.000+08:00

today was rather boring. hahas went to grandma house at 3pm!
actually i thought i follow my dad go later de, so i slept luh.
but at 3 my mom woke me up say wan go now!
zxz my mood totally went down cos my dad off the comp too.
but my mood ok bak aft talking to him.

reached popo hse, did my hmw. since nothing else to do. hahas.
slowly all cousins came, aft dinner decided to go to Parkson.
cousin bro wanted to shop for his stuffs, the rest of us jus go for fun.
my uncle bought Wasabi Peas from the supermarket O__O
den we eat luh, i ate the first one almost cry -_- lmao.
we go ask ppl eat the wasabi ;x

#1
me, shwujiun, aunt jesslyn.
eh wad u all eatin?
U WAN TRY? VERY NICE ONE!
YAH VERY NICE!
*takes one*
mmhmmm so nice wads this? *few secs ltr* EH SO SPICY
HAHA ITS WASABI

#2
munyan, chihhau, me.
munyan! u wan eat this? very nice one!
wad is that?
eh very spicy one leh! oie she 6 only leh.
I KNOW SPICY! I EAT ASAMLAKSA BEFORE
orh ya like laksa one! try try
* puts in *
LMAO HER FACE TOTALLY CHANGE LOL~ LIKE WAN TO CRY
like laksa hor?
- no comment - grabs water.

all of us there laugh -.- she so lanci say eat laksa before lo lol.
we bully her ;x she still say ' i eat laksa also got drink water ma! ' -_-
rofl, then we played mahjong. at first i won, later lost to chihhau lah.

shwujiun, mun ee, chih hau.
eh mun ee u take den open, next i take i open.
ok
orhhhh u take 2 i open 1 u take 3 i open 2

very wuliao la they all ;x made me laugh.
then chihhau dun really know how to play mah. i was guiding him ;x

chihhau, me.
EH WHY I LESS ONE CARD ONE!
how i know u o.0
EH U GUIDE ME ONE LEH! U MUST TAKE RESPONSIBILITY
not my fault eh. too bad u cannot eat la. ;D

i won RM3 nia -.- wanted to win den can buy phone credit.
now cannot luh, nvm lah. i slowly save when sch reopen. craps!
huhu he say he'll call me at 1 O_O but den my mom gonna ask me off at 12 -_- aah wad am i gonna do till 1 -.- ~

* note : INSTINCT is a gay magazine.
LOL ROFLMAO!

sob la, bleach movie still not out :\ i mean not out for sub.
ppl are enjoying the movie in japan T.T

2007-12-21T13:58:00.000+08:00

z crap luh. my internet like slow down alr, cant load imem o.0
okay lac, it'll be okay. -_- im talkin to myself.
无聊~ im plain entertaining myself -__-
this is what i do when im bored.

okay, i was stuck at that paragraph for hours.
i just woke up a from a 2 hours nap xD
felt dizzy just now and my head was spinning spinning spinning.
caused by lack of sleep x.x i know i shud sleep longer this morning.
but something just urge me to wake up o.0
so i woke at 9 -__- zxz.

stupid, felt abit no mood just now. but he called ;x
then now ok alr lols. x3

school's gonna start in 14days O__O diediedie.
i dont wanna think about PMR. i can feel the pressure D:
my bro is jus darn smart T.T pressure pressure stress!
hes studying.. some very hard thingie.
actural science? i dunno how u spell it. my mom say its harder than doctor. O__O okayy. i can never do that. peace V T.T

and he passed his driving license. getting his license tmr.
den he'll drive us aroud O_O oohmygod, dunno save anot.
he was teaching me how to speed the car o.0 gear blablabla.
lol, my mom asked him to shh.

yay i feel better now xD not so dizzy le. craps, have to sleep early tonight.
no more audi midnight for today x_x

2007-12-20T11:54:00.000+08:00

its another siggy i made. very plain rite :\ compare to last time.

the zXia0Lingz one. this one is very.. ugly T.T

haiz nvm i was jus bored thats why i made this lol.

I LOVE XMAN. not that cartoon one. its a game show.

DAM FUNNY. it made my day ;D make me laugh till stomach pain.

and DBSK is in it ;D XIAH JUNSU IS SO HOT.

i think im gonna be a DBSK fan soon -.-

BLEACH X_x faster come out. im dying ler. i wanna watch.

the movie is coming out Dec22. hope they faster sub >.>

i WANNA WATCH!

my bro ask me watch some anime Claymore.

he say its darn nice o.0 but i lazy watch xDD

im bored. x.x .

imu. D:

2007-12-17T19:46:00.000+08:00

yesterday night was hell for me. i couldnt sleep whole night.
god dammit x.x and i sms mel ;x but he was sleeping.
stupid lor o.o i turn and turn and turn on the bed for dunno how many hrs.
finally slept at 5am? lol. woke at 10 x.x

these few days my feelings are all mixed up O_O.
anger + disappointed + emo + sad = me.
just .. many things happened. and all these feelings inside me made me feel like i really dont know what to do anymore. its just.. weird.

today i made ben kor angry ;x he is scary ._. really luh.
i see le dam scared T.T . heng he ok now le :DD x3.

haiz. i no mood again. just found out something. x.x

2007-12-11T20:23:00.000+08:00

i love graphics O_O seriously i do. its just so pretty.
so unique. so special. the way they do it. those pro ppl lahs.

this guy is so hot :D.

they really drew it themselves, colour, detailed it. O_O omg so pro.
so talented! ._. i wish i could draw like them :\

this is my fave. piano angel <3s.>

ooh new maid arrived! its the new maid for my gram's house.

shes from cambodia so her name is supi. or however u spell it O_o

uncle, mom, aunt.

mother dunno how to pronounce her name. so she say call her susu.

EH where can call ppl susu one her name supi mah!
supi? STUPID AH?

omg lol that is so evil :\

my bro got his new car alr. hes gettin his license by this weekend? i think so.
den he can drive me around wakaka make him my driver!

i wanna be amateur badly. den i can go expert.
and it takes 403500 exp to be amateur.
my exp now is.. 360k? wah wah wah X_X i die le.

2007-12-10T16:02:00.000+08:00

i fell in love with techno songs! wahahha it seriously rock:D
i spent my whole afternoon listening to it. its addictive man!
TQQ so much edison:D

ying went off to some camp o.O for leadership something. lol.
i suddenly feel like goin for holidays. better than stayin at home. :\
my time is unbalanced alr lol. i sleep at 2am wake at 11.
sch start i dunnoe how am i gonna wake up laaa x_x

theres alot of movies i haven watch. like darn alot O__O
i am SO outdated man x.x
- Stardust
- Enchanted
- The Golden Compass

im not sure leh :x wakakaka. but i wanna watch golden compass.
the preview looks veh nice! ._.

but then hor. got ppl comment say not nice? that its totally wrong?
the story its not followin the book? O_O dunnoe leh.

ooh. theres Heroes on starworld alr. i didn noe O_o
i seriously am outdated. =.=

2007-12-09T01:27:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

MELCHERS LIM ZHENG HAO

CHERIE LIM

heng mel like the present. x_X if not i die luh.

my hand seriously dead lah T___T
i cant play audi well. i cant play piano well.
today was practicing scales at ms beh's mahh den i try one hand.
zzz my left hand totally no strength. my right hand keep stumble.
haiz heart pain x.x . too much of audi?

and my phone totally died too. out of credit x.x keep sms mel till bomb ler.
so sorry mel O_O and other ppl if u sms me i wont reply cos out of credit.

off to sleep. im really not in the mood now.

2007-12-02T13:08:00.001+08:00

ytd went to ou to meet khei, lynn, hongling & cat.
at first i thought of not goin since i have SHE concert at night.
but khei keep draggin me to go =/ and she said we hardly meet.
so yea i went. :DD hohoho!

had lunch at Shabu Shabu cos khei wanted to try.
LOL! dam funny lah x.x all of us dun eat prawns.
den its black o_O hvn cook yet mah. i dam dumb la i dunno.
khei put her prawn inside den later i saw red prawn.
den i was like ' EH WHY U GOT RED PRAWN ONE ' x.x LOL!

cat went off with her bf. cos he was shy to see us. =_=?
lynn received a call den she go listen laaa.
me, khei&hongling's prawn all put into hers =x
LOLLLL den we keep laughing non stop x.x lynn came back.
she keep askin wad happen. den she look at her steamboat tingie.
LOLLLLLLLL ' EH WHY I GOT 3 PRAWNS ONE '
and then khei's prawn cooked adi ma red colour one. khei put in too.
i laugh till stomach ache x.x

around 5 mom fetched me to gram's house.

rach was suppose to fetch me to stadium merdeka cos my mom dunno to go there.

at 7 she so zhun reach my gram's house O_O!

but too bad traffic jam so 7.30 only reach there -___-

AND THEN we dam dumb line up wrong place 3 times LOL!

later we went in and saw ying, ting & her cousins. :D !

S.H.E rocks la wakakaka.

its the stage -_- my fon cant zoom in.

after that i was hungry i saw fishballs x.x lolol i go buy xD

rach bought drinks for me hohoho thanks :D!

den we went back homeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2007-11-30T09:04:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to my MOMMY!:D

and to Nick Tong Yee Jiun (:

went out on wed to celebrate nick's birthday with an!
omgg an dam cute xDDD.
the first time she saw us den from far far she shouted ' WAAAAAAAD '
SOOOOOOOOO CUTE :D i kept laughing muahahaha.
after that we went to ice skating lolol.
nick keep trying to make an fall but she didn.
tired alr we went out and took pictures.

nick's head destroy the pic. =x

this one okay lah. xD

an trying to use nick's camera.

after that we went walking around. then an saw doraemon bun!

and bought some LOL! she belanja me one too xD

we were not hungry and it was lunch time. only nick was =x

so we decided to go do my haircut =="

and i cut my hair again O___O

my fringe is short! x.x

then pity nick so hungry lol. we go eat at delifrance.
uhh is me and an watchin nick eat =_= lol

MOVIESSS we watched Mr Mogorium Wonderful Emporium.
or something liddat. i dunno =X
nick keep bising bising say the movie sux.
i tink its ok lah ==" hai hao.

2007-11-22T09:24:00.000+08:00

Grats to Eunice&Zc on their Marriage

17th November 2007. they married xD

hope they happy everlasting xD

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idk wad to blog abt =="

2007-11-16T17:52:00.000+08:00

today was last day of school. suppose to be happy since hols started.
but i dunno why i feel sad =.= ~ haizxz.
in so many years, i've always ponteng the last day of school.
and std 6, i didn go graduation day. last year, i ponteng.

this year, decided to go school since theres netball&stuffs.
in the morning prizes were given to winners and runner ups.
2W got overall T.T 2C not bad but indoor games all teruk lol.

rach, ting
KAI TING! WE GOT 6TH FOR CHESS!
WOOOOOOO SERIOUS AH? WAH SO GOOD.
uhh.. we only got 6class.
OMG WE LAST. I THOUGHT WAD =.=

and then after prize giving theres still time so we were allowed to play games.
netball we won 1L. but i was sad =.= because i shoot aft referee whistled.
but she say its counted.. so ok lor. X_x if that one not counted, we draw with 1L.
its not cheating right O_O . i dam scared -.-

went back to class. started ripping those hampers. and eat :D
shameer took a bag of ice from the canteen for the drinks.
but there were many ice left. so he use it to throw at amir =.=
dam pain leh. some of us started screaming LOL.
fun times D: amir said ' 20 mins left till we're no longer Form Twos '
T.T feel so sad. that 1 year gone by so quickly.
& before we went back home, ivan started singing Graduation.
felt more sad T.T wanna cry luh.

racheal & ee wen .

who O_O is that .

rach , ying , zhen , ting .

my turn ah -.-

fun times never end .

best friends forever and ever .

who's hand is that =.=

reflection .

mdm hamsiah . homeroom teacher (: for the past 10 months .

" As we go on, we remember all the times we had together.
And as our lives change come whatever, we will still be friends forever. "

Y 2C ROCKS FOREVER Y

2007-11-13T16:50:00.000+08:00

what are friendships?
what does it mean to you?

why is that i care too much bout others. but they dont care bout me.. are our friendship really that shallow? maybe im just passerby. that means nothing to u. one day, u'll just forget me. and our friendship. why is that when someone know my weakness, then they'll use it against me. am i too weak? or stupid? or blur? or dumb? is it me? that all these are happening? that people are using me over and over again. playing me. learn from mistakes.. but i nv once escape from this. all along, i trusted u. and wad did u do to me? u hacked me. and i was dam hurt, because i thought we were friends. but it seems like im wrong. and now its too late. i can do nothing abt it. all lies. all fakers. move on.

---

i just feel moodless these few days. cause i've been thinkin the same ques over and over again.

i just never voice it out to anybody. i guess i really am weak. ://

aihs i dunwanna talk about it anymore.

WON netball today. and basketball too (: woot.

2C rocks! i love u guys :DD

class party was on monday. took many photos.

but they're not with me now. shall post it when i get it.

when mdm hamsiah was makin her speech, i almost cried :X

haizz i cant believe some of us are separating next year.

its been one year alr O__O whow.

mom is better now. tho it still hurts abit. her MC is till next week.

lols, at least she lets me play comp till night. normally she wont let.

hee :DD shes been sleeping alot == whole afternoon also sleep sleep.

at night cant sleep so always watch tv. -.-

i love the city night lights (:

2007-11-06T19:12:00.000+08:00

x33 weiwei. lols.

x33 an xD !

this seemed emo to me. dont ask why yea x)

x33 eunice, kel. & her bro.

EUNICE :D

x33 their craziness.

i hacker O_O lols.

i see these maple pics. i feel sad. or whatever. xDD

is like all those memories flying back. muahahha.

okay shall not emo.

omg lah. _I_ fuck her O_O. i dam pissed. lol. dont ask who.

i wanna slap her. rofl. see her face den dulan alr.

LALALALLA shall not complain ^^

netball lost. football won. captainball draw. LOL mdm hamsiah dam disappointed in us. she was cheering for us leh. but we lost to M&K today. lols. all by 1 mark. dammit.

nvm! :D we'll win on monday&tuesday. must be positive ^^

smilee ling smilee. O_O uh i seem to be the one always smiling.

ying, ting, rach emooo today. WAHLAOO.

but i understand :DD. cos i hate it too.

dammit. my body is aching. my muscles. aah T.T

i got back my bm&science paper. bm 70, science 58.5 oohmygod.

die man i think my mom know im lying to her.

i told her my science 60. she say, 59 is B/C? i say C lah.

den she nv say anything alr. T.T omg.

class party on mon. yay? im buyin snacks. lol.

i feel so young xD like children's day only. MUAHAHA. LMAO!

2007-11-04T20:25:00.000+08:00

been browsing deviantart cause i was bored.

at first the pics i found was really amazing. but later on, it became emo to me.

nick showed me this.

now i feel emo. haiz. i dont know what am i thinking.
why am i thinking back bout him. i took so long to forget him..
den now its all coming back again. i feel so useless.
why am i like this.

everything u said, i've been trying to hard to forget. and all the time i was always crying for u, missing u. finally someone made me forget u. and i was really happy that i've forgotten u. the pain ive gone through u will never know. because u hurt me too much. i see now that u're with her. and im happy for u. i just wished i was stronger enough. to go through all this. and maybe one day, u'll finally talk to me.

why is that everytime i think im finally okay, im not?
why?

i had many memories that i dont wanna forget.
but i guess sometimes, its the best choice.
im tired of all this.
the pain.

i no mood play audi. go in stone. my hand also no strength to play anymore.
idk what to do. T.T

2007-11-02T18:26:00.000+08:00

yesterday sucked for me. i ponteng at wrong day lah.

early morning wake up den notice modem gone le.

eeesh! den i go watch xiao hai bu ben 2. dam nice&touching

i cried ROFLMAO! wakakakka.

aft that 11+ le mom say 12 den can play mah so i go bath loh.

but came out havent 12.. and i got v pissed with my bro cos he lost smth.

den i dunno why i dam sad D: i go emo in my rm till 12 LOL ._.

heehee GOT THE MODEM. but internet spoil wtf O_O haizz.

i ponteng today cause i wanted to play but end up i couldnt. wasted!

tried to fix lah duh but cant. later i try again at 2 can! O_O
weeee dam happy lah but i log on msn jw pm me say audi maintenance.

DIUU KNS! HAIZ SUAY LAH ME. T.T

mhmm. these few days everyone always sad/moody/emo T__T!

v sad leh see my friends all like that haiz!

everyone must be happy! D:

v shuai ah! x33 muahahaha.
i know i v outdated lah now only watch~
cannot blame me one cos no time mah xDD

2007-10-31T18:01:00.000+08:00

mhm. i'll be bloggin about few days O_O .

on sunday night i called mel. thought chat chat awhile only den chat till 1hr + ohmygod $$.
mom went for some wedding dinner so got freedom lor ^^
rofl i on audi while talkin to him. he keep say me play i nv play lor i at watch thr nia.
den finally put down phone. playplay audi awhile den 11pm ler
ROFL DEN my mom came back ._. i quickly off comp run in room wakakka.
bro got caught playing ^^ she thought i inside room sleeping LOL!
then he got scolded :x lalala.

monday went to sch. ying dunwan play volleyball - - so i sub her.
den O_O i can serve. LOL. luck bah x.x won M class wuahaha.
i first time play nia :xx rofl!
got once we turn turn till jon infront of me -_- den he look at me.
THE EVIL LOOOK. i call him ahgong :x
tuesday. volleyball again WON K AND P :DDD muahahha.
hand start pain le -_- gila pain. i hit wrongly~

yesterday i wanted to lvl in audi. but tea bz paktor with her bf dunwan help me.
so jw helped :DD finally leveled le. kira was helpin summer.
so i help pump him also. den he leveled. he go watch csi ~
nth to do ler i go sleep loh :DD

vball today lost to W D: we won L. haizzz. win W class den win all ler.
but! xia nice onee! her ball dam nice xD helped us alooot.
nvm at least we got 2nd ^^. tmr i nt goin sch wahahha.
dam lazy to go sch lahs. stay at home sleep better.
ying playing handball tmr! jiayouuu~ help C class win! :D

i feel emo now. lalala. ying's blog song is emo to me O_O
emo sux. anti emo. byebye emo.

2007-10-27T23:43:00.000+08:00

mhm. i v lazy to wait for my results since the teachers take so long time to mark it >=( i mind as well post it now. but some i cant lah cos i dunno the marks what.

eng : 75
higher eng : 65
maths : 84
sej : 67
moral : 39
kh : 67 ( saleh cheat mee! )
geo : 75
bm : dunno
science : dunno

what else? i forgot got what sub alr lah.
wakakak. i dam not satisfied with my maths and sej. i studied sej alot loh yet still got 67 nia all my hardwork wasted. zzz. and my maths. alot careless mistakes D: if not can get A1 de le.
heck care my moral man.

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i dunno why i feel so empty. i feel v sian.
everytime i just stare into space. its like.. im thinking. but im not really thinking of anything.
or im staring, but im not really staring at something.
my mind just flies off to somewhere else. like i dun exist -_-
i hate that feeling. i hate my heart being so cold so solid.
i hate it i hate it i hate it.

i feel stupid&useless. everyday i just play comp lifelessly.
unless got tuition den i go tuition. aft that play comp again.
in school just sit down thr & watch them play.
and liddat also get sunburn. wtf? - - . kns.

O_O

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i did something bad today. DD: not gonna talk bout it.
i feel dam bad right now. im so sorry. haizz.
i wish i could fly xDD i wanna fly. ROFL. - - stupid.

z whatever DD: i dunno why im feeling so geram.
__ fck it.

2007-10-24T20:46:00.000+08:00

i actually posted. but of some error. everything got deleted.
and i lazy to retype the post.

anyway. today was fine. except i think i got sunburned. D:
haiz nvm. suan liao.

i dam hate you. you my best friend? i guess you proved me wrong. you're no longer my best friend. even if you treat my as yours, you're not mine. go be with him lah. that jerk. ass. whatever. u both happy den go lah. whateveer. bitch __ fck u man.

im not sad. (: i just wanna let out my feelings.
whatever.

x3lengzaaaaai. he so shuai LOL.

2007-10-23T18:09:00.000+08:00

today was funny. laughed whole day. x.x
oohmygod. i dont know why i keep laughin about failing my moral.
its just so funny lah xD i keep laughin when i tell ppl my results.
but.. i think my father got heart attack T___T !
was eating supper with daddy&bro on friday. mom wasnt there.

dad, me.
soo, hows ur results?
mhm. all very good!
dont tell my the good ones, tell me the bad ones.
mhm.. *pause* i failed my moral.
O.O

wahaha. i think he didnt expect me to fail my moral.
to him moral is a easy subject - - what lor. need memorise.
not my fault. but im happy with my other subs.
except my SEJARAHHHHHH. damm it.
i shall reveal my marks when i finally get all of it :D

tmr starts post examination activities.
matthews sux. she put all the boring stuffs.
omg. captain ball changed to. SCRABBLE wth.
its sooooo boring. this pea is gonna suck.
netball is the last 3 days. omg. sian sian sian sian sian.

btw,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RON!
he wasnt on ytd D: i smsed him but he nv reply - - eesh.
nvrmind! :D shall wish him when he's on.

oh yeah. i killed the o.c season 3 alr. i cant believe melissa died.
D: die volchok dieeee u bastard! grr. i want season4!
anyone have it? nuuuu. dammit. i wan season 4.

english class.

mdm grace, mdm cecilia, jon, me, xia.
does anyone wanna help in the telematch?
MEMEMEMEME!
can you help with that hand of yours?
yes yes! im playing volleyball mdm! the bandage will be removed tmr!
ohh okayy.
pft. guess what he told me today.
what?
i asked what games hes gonna play on pea.
he said ' do i look like i can play anything? '

- - lol.

2007-10-21T21:52:00.000+08:00

oohmygod. -_- my finger hurts. typed too much.
DD: or played audi too much. whichever.
and i joined -Kage- in audi! :DD changed my name too.
to -Kage-Bubble xD lol! weee. but my cash! omg. gone. D:

anw, today woke up at 9 den go cut hair D: my haair.
haizz so short alr. den played audi awhile. bathed, piano.
piano lesson till 5.30. reached home 6. DD: hungry!
but i nv eat lah. cos lazy to cook. -.- so wait till dinner lor.

mom&cousin made choco cakes today! YUMM! i hvn eat yet ._.
tmr i go try the cake. it looks nicee! *DROOLS*
haiz. v sian these days.

thks jw, ying, tea. :DD x3 u guys loads.

me, jon, yeetheng.
ehh why ur face ahh like got one L shape one ah
*make the L shape in front of my face using his hand*
.. wth. WHATEVER.
what does L stands for ah.
..
ehh yee theng! what does L stands for?
uhm... uhm... Lee Ling?
*bomb*
LOL.

i dont wanna go sku. i dont want my results. it sux.
tmr got sku again. DD: exam sux. i hate exam.
whatever. DD:

why everyone are having probs right now :(
be happy. kx, tea cheer up ^^

2007-10-18T19:46:00.000+08:00

woot! i x3 tea. lol. shes so funny xD wahahah.

ytd played bp mode, and won alot! so shiok leh!

haiz today start sch le. i donwan get back my results..

i know im gonna get 60+ for most of it..

i dont wanna lose my hp, my freedom, and everything.

i dont wanna get scolded. cos right now, i get scolded for like, everyday.

yaaa my mom. haiz. D: what can i do anyway.

shes my mom, i must listen. but, sometimes i cannot tahan.

then i just argue back, and make her more mad.

x.x diao.

bp-ed today. but got dc half way. ahp0h say msia connection bad today.
grr crap! team bp leh D: and pass the first one alr.. sians. lol.

almost killed the o.c season 3 :DD few more to go den im done.
seriously love that show man. im still hunting for OTH D:
anyone has? can lend me? :DDD! wakaka.

O.O chie bought xia 2 fishes today. LOL!
you can see the bone of the fishes one, its that skinny. -.-
then xia was bringin it around each time change period cause donwan ppl to disturb it. hahaha we were just looking at it xD.

2007-10-17T10:21:00.000+08:00

woot. today woke up at 10. finally :p
mel, i dont have siang si bing -___-. gnd la u.
these few days i always once wake up den cannot sleep back.
like morning wake up at 8 den i cannot sleep back alr!
so make me v tired lahh. so i always nap in the afternoon -.-

so ytdd i purposely sleep late late. hopefully make me dam tired so i can sleep till later this morning. :DD and it worked. woot. thanks mel for pei-ing me rofl.
that guy dono how to say 'geng' HAHAHA.
i no more money alr DD: need to start saving again!

ytd went to PQ in maple. s5 got prob. i got stucked thr -.-
so hafto restart. rofl other ppl went in. xDD
dam sian ah. maple maintenance now. x.x

the oc season 3 is dam nice! wakakakaka.